HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEORGINA!!
haha happy happy day!!
coz georgina have turn 16!! whees
we can go watch nc16 movies tgt!!
haha poor zz and sophia muahahahaah
anyway yapx.. today went back to school for lessons..
had physics! haha
funnies.. the woman giagia lorx
then had bio was so fun!!
homologous blabla!
i understand lorx wheees!
after tt we celebrate moose's bdae wid
MANGO CAKE!!
her favourite lorx haha
then opening to pressies! hahahah
she cried... i giagia lorx...
after that we went to bedok kfc haha
some guy was looking ar zz
he is damn DISGUSTING!!
rahhhs dun tok about him le la..
anyway ya then we went to library..
was alritex started tokin sad stuff i oso wanna cry le..
sobx im realli blessed:D
then zz mummy fetch us home
THANKS!
kkx thats all...
bye.

haha change link everyone:D
coz i dun wan some people to read my blog!
haha if i told you the link no worries
ur not one of them haha..
juz some problems:D
kkx thats the reason!!

may!
29-ss and bio
30-phy and bio
31-conquer the pool wid sophia if possible:D
june!
1-e maths and cca
2- service
3-service
4-e maths
5-lit
6-lit enrichment! full day!omg
7-phy
8-10 -free
11-phy
12-free
13-e maths
14-e maths
15-17 -free
18-20 -camp
21-30 -free
wells my free days arent exactly free~
i need to study haha so i will see if i can go out wid anyone!
hahahahaha

yipppes!!
chinese writtens are OVER!!
haha but im scared...
i screwed one question...
you noe the 前者后者 question..
sobs... i put as 前辈和后代！
how dumb can i get rahhhhs!
hope the others are alritex:D
embarrassing!! my stupid confirmation slip had to FLY!
omg... when the teacher announce my name
was damn paiseh can...
the whole hall of people lookin at me walk up to take my slip..
almost fainted! rahhhs...
anyway after papers went to eat
BAN MIAN! full!!!!
rahhhs almost could not walk home
had to roll home if i couldnt haha
yapx morning cute sophia help me buy macs breakfast..
so sorry... i spilled your tea~
next time treat you something kkx;)
suddenly i feel like reflecting!!
omg..eileen is reflecting here!!! ohwells..
im being open about life!
many many things have happened tis past months..
can say six months its juz few days away..

[[all in my opinions]]
1.things are going at top speed!
2.im glad to give up...
3.i have not been a good friend
4.my studies are still NOT fantastic enough to take o level and PASS!
5.i havent been a faithful christian
6.i wanna hurry pass out=X
7.i need to save money!
8.need to go on SERIOUS diet....

1.time juz flies so fast...
haix first it was chinese new year..
easter and wat... its JUNE!
and my hotdate for tis holiday will be...
MY BOOKS!omg..
i wanna die... rahhhs..
i dun wan Os...can i juz skip it..
will be having loads of lessons goin tis hols..
there's ss,lit,bio,phy,e maths
and i've sign up for the lessons geog,phy,e maths..
aaron teaching us e maths...
you see how intense im goin for e maths!!
coz i cant afford to fail it ANYMORE!!
rahhs.. i got freaking F9 for it...
so im gonna kill it!! im not letting it kill me!
e maths i have a battle wid you muahahaahah
kkx i sound damn lame...
i'll have a rough idea for you to see my deadly schedule..

2. rather touched too moose!
hahah im realli feel much more...
relaxed... at least now i can concentrate on my studies
and not on her anymore:D haha
gladglad!
if i see her around i'll treat her like any other..
no more feelings...
after so much things that have happen...
i've realli come to my senses:D
thanks everyone who have been knocking it into me!

3. i guess i havent realli done my part as a fren..
or perhaps a godsis..
to godsis:D-
heys... i noe many things have been bothering you..
or are still bothering you...
i noe its easy for me to tell you
''hey wateva it is i can still lend a listening ear''
but how many times... we actually wan a listening ear..
all we want is a good advice...
well i guess im juz not good wid words...
but i'll try my best to give advices when i tink its appropriate
however juz a hope.... that you will be able to open up more..
must not be me can be moose,zz or clarisa.. or anyone..
because having someone to share your burden
realli lightens the loads...
to zz:D-
haha i noe i have been pissing you off
ever since we sit next to each other...
but do hope you will understand ah pek old le..
cannot multi task...=X
things that i say may not come out rite at times..
so dun be angry kkx...
ah pek needs alot of forgiveness:)
to moose:D-
haha my ah pek gang leader!! wheees...
i dunno if i have made you angry b4..
if i did im veri sorri kkx...
and i will learn to multi task de..
ICANDOIT!!
to others:D-to many many out there...
i have not been meetin your out...
we'll go out after i conquer my Os kkx!

4.now my second greatest worry is O level!
RAHHHS i dun wan o level..
i mean my grades...
how fantastic can they get...
F9s now.. at tis point of time..
i should be at least getting Cs!
haix... i have to jiayou for so many!
eng,e maths,phy,ss,p.lit and not neglecting those i pass
rahhhs i wanna faint! haix...
doubt i can ever make to tp..
i guess even ite doesnt want me..
sobx... i'll be a school dropout:(

5. well honestly...
i juz feel that i havent been a faithful one..
have not been attending cg or service
for a reason or another...
im juz tired...veri tired...
i feel tt goin to church is a burden=X
i feel God doesnt exsist..
well maybe as fellow christians...
your will start preaching one whole chunck..
but i dun feel His presence get it..
after one year plus in the church..
i dun even noe how does it feel like to have His presence..
how to pray properly everyday
well you might say go for bs..
SO WAT! i mean bs doesnt help increase faith..
well to me i juz dunno...
i dun feel like goin to church anymore..
i dread going every week...
coz i cant commit such faith to Him like i used to...
im not worthy of Him
i dunno why...
read for all you wan but dun come asking me why
i wont answer you...
perhaps... my actual reason for goin there is gone..
so going there is pointless...
perhaps i have not give my heart fully to Him from the start..
im cant be faithful anymore

6. well maybe tis is somthing i senior should be thinkin..
but considering my studies as a factor...
i'll rather give up the cca..
well i mean i will miss all of you...
those sweet,harsh,irritating,happy memories...
that each one of you have given to me..
i will remember it forever...
but life have to move on..
tis is the cruel reality...

7. i havent been saving money successfully..
haix.. i save tis week and spend the other week..
rahhhs i need to save save save mum is the best haha
lame... realli need to SAVE...
well during tis period of dieting..
guess i'll be able to save more money and
revive my poor lil bank account..
its hanging around wid small amount of money inside
haix... dun worry mummy will feed you soon! haha

8. yes i need to diet!!
rahhhs successfully diet-ed 4 kg!!
on my way to the nearest ten..
NOT disclosing my weight coz..
IM TOO HEAVY! rahhhs...
i wanna be thinner..
well the reason is...
its better for health!
omg.. imagine me not cutting down on the snacks..
by the age of 20 i'll the gigantic...
and wid heart problems... blabla..
by that time slimming down will be impossible..
to make use of now when its still possible:D
wahahhaahah! im mad~

kkx thats all for eileen's reflecting of the past six months:D
bye! hahahahahaahahahhahaahah

http://friends.imagini.net/vdna.php?uid=361602-e748&srv=iwebcl5
survey i juz did..
can go and try...
onli some parts are true some are totally off wahaha
kkx yesterday
when to school to take report book..
didnt have any intention to take..
but mr quek decided to give me:D
tt was why didnt wear school uniform
ohwells...sign up for quite a lot of tutorial
wid the ex-sacians ad tjc peeps haha
hope their not fierce if not we all..
GIAGIA! wahahahahha
thursday:
had chinese drill first..
mdm chua is soooo CUTE!
haha she gave us polo sweet..
and said its our jiu shen quan!
for chinese o level..
then i asked her if we could eat now...
she start a whole story of not eating
if not she have to go to ms martens office
blablabla... haha she say until damn smooth...
all of us damn shock la haha..
before the lesson end she was like
'band 2 wats us target'
then we said sian-ly a1...
haha she veri cute she was like
'WO TING BU DAO!!'
'a1' slightly louder!
'WO HAI SHI TING BU DAO.. NI MEN DE MU BIAO SHI SHEN ME'
'A1!!'
hahahahaha she is soo cute:D
i like her as a teacher better then mr heng..
storytailor-_-''
after chinese was supposed to be classroom cleaning
well we didnt do anything haha
after tt was recess!!*ringring!!
haha we went down to eat yippes..
then had homeroom and classroom cleaning..
so we stacked up the tables and chairs blabla..
then ms chen was like telling us our good points..
haha some i agree wid her some i totally disagree haha
this is wat she said for me
'eileen.... you're a great joy to have in my class
[-_-'' not remembering the times i didnt do her work]
can see your eyes *blink in my lit class
it lights of like a light
[haha got mehx?? i feel sleepy most of the time *shhhhh.]
and your attitude have change alot
[hmmms did i??=X]'
ohwells haha but i oso fail my lit haix..
anyway yapx after tt had prayer service..
alritex... no much comments..
then the students' investiture...
yaps.. glad to see juniors goin up
proud of them:D
yea after tt went to the canteen..
saw she and her frenx..
then we walk the same route..
they were walking in front of us..
she was saying 'can we walk faster'
her frens 'no lets walk super slow'
wat the la damn purposely!!!!
then later we walk the spiral staircase there
moose saw her instructor..
so we walk the bookshop way...
then later as they walk towards the spiral staircase..
she said 'wat them again'
haix.. when sophia told me..
was like veri sad...haix..
guess im gonna give up..
wat moose have been drilling into me..
i've FINALLY realized it!!
she's not worth it...
wells maybe last time i juz dun realize it..
i'll take my time and give up...
step by step...:D
i promise to give up!!

back.
rahhhs im so disappointed wid my results.
haix.. the subject i studied most i failed in the end
rahhs!! physics sucks la!
i failed physics,emaths,ss
emaths and ss was kinda expected..
but i was praying hard and crossing my fingers for physics..
i put in so much effort in it wats the use...
haix... tis time i passed
chinese,bio and geog
veri surprise tt i passed bio and geog..
have been failing them like mad since sec three
but i finally passed im so glad..
gotta work harder to get better grades!
in the end i failed all except for chinese..
coz physics and ss pulled my overall for
combine science and combine humanities
rahhhhs... kkx monday getting back eng and p.lit papers
i dun wan my JLC...
its like shit i was tokin serious trash
haix... my mid-year results are so damn crap
after school was some NE survey
damn lame la play some shit game
wells shall not tok much about it..
cca was alritex.
i wish i could turn back time and re-take the exam
haix but i noe i cant
ohwells so i juz have to work hundred times harder!

girl.
hope you're alritex.
though i may not noe wat you're goin through now
how you feel...??
but juz RMB...
there will always be a fren like me.
always ready to lend you a listening ear
i really hope you will slowly open up..
and share how you feel inside.
at least i noe my mistakes.
so yea hope you will recover in no time.
takecares.:D

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY
TO MUMMY AND GODMA!
stay pretty always both of you

anyway yapx today we nvr celebrate
coz daddy is sick
im sick so yea
i got a super bad stomach upset
rahhhs went to see the doc ytd
OMG!! i tell you
the medicine suck like shit
i eat le i wanna cry can..
its damn nan che!!
i almost vomit my medication out
BUT im a good girl i force it down..
then ran to get some sweet
if not i will die..
the doctor is mean!
ha gave such shit medication rahhhs..
now i fear 6am 12pm 6pm and 12am
the times i have to eat it
rahhhhs scary
but if can cure my horrible stomach aches
its shld be alritex..
ytd:
went to visit wai po!!
i still love her loads..
though she left 3 years ago sobx...
can still feel tt mummy still miss her alot..
she will still cry anything tt triggers abt waipo..
ohhh... my waipo is soooo cute!
haha coz i was the one who bought the flowers..
so i asked her if its nice she laughed...
rahhhs so i was like say its nice la can la ah..
then she said nice wheees:D
after tt i ask her nxt time onwards i buy wan??
haha then she said dun wan...
rahhhs she so mean too me
haha jkjk but i love her!!!
we washed up the house wid er yi
haha i was perspiring like mad..
but its worth it
waipo smoked about four to five cigrettes...
loads of it lorx..haha!
yapx tts abt all la

heyhey sophia!!
cheer up kkx
though i dunno what happened...
but no worried
you will always have me and the others here...
so stay strong coz there are still many people who cares about you
alritex? smile:D

bye!

language you speak or understands..
[ ] hakka
[ ] hokkien
[ ] cantonese
[x] mandarin
[x] other chinese languages
total - 2

food you fancy..
[x] wanton mee
[x] tangyuan
[x] chicken rice
[x] char koay teow
[x] porridge/broth
total - 5

festivals you celebrate..
[x] chinese new yr
[ ] vesak day
[x] hungry ghost fest.
[ ] cheng meng
[x] chap goh meh
total - 3

habits..
[ ] use slangs while speakin english
[ ] prefers chopsticks
[ ] speaks chinese most of the time
[ ] prefer chinese tea over english tea
[ ] reads chinese news and mags
total - 0

movies watched..
[ ] happy birthday
[x] the eye part i, ii & iii
[ ] super fans
[x] kungfu mahjong part i & ii
[ ] the banquet
total - 2

others..
[ ] prefers soy sauce over ketchup
[x] been to a buddhist temple
[x] able to sing chinese songs
[ ] attended concert of a chinese star
[x] remembers your chinese zodiac
total - 3

believes in...
[x] believes in chinese gods
[x] believes in karma
[x] believes in ghosts
[x] believes in the reborn cycle
[x] believes in buddha
total - 5

family..
[x]both parents speaks chinese
[ ] both parents from chinese jr sch
[ ] siblings studied in a chinese sch
[ ] have a chinese picture in the hse
[x] been to china with family
total - 2

features..
[x] have black hair
[x] have chinese color skin
[x] have small eyes [at least i admit haha!!]
[ ] have small sized feet (size 5&below)
[ ] wears dark lipstick colours
total - 3

home..
[ ] has a pet dog
[ ] has a pet fish
[ ] has a pet cat
[x] has a fengshui item
[x] has a statue of a chinese god
total - 2

TAKE THE GRAND TOTAL AND MULTIPLY BY 2.
EQUALS..
below 20 - abit chinese
20 - 50 - half chinese
50 - 80 - just chinese
80 - 100 - pure chinese

1.georgina
2. Sophia
3. zhou zhen
4. cheryl
5. ros
6. flora
7. clarisa
8. jing yin
9. esther
10. Janel

How'd u meet 3[zz]?
- sacss!

What would you do if you had never metnumber 1[georgina]?
-then i wont be a ah pek:D jkjk

What would you do if 6[flora] & 2[sophia] were goingout?
- OMG! you'll see two lil kids walking tgt on the streets!hahahahahah

Have you ever seen 4 [cheryl]cry?
- yea

Where did you meet number 10[janel]?
- sacss in sec three!

How do you know 8[esther]?
- by chance? actually we dun even noe how we became frenx.HAHA

What do you think about 7[clar.]?
-she is kind!

What would you do if 5[ros] confessed theyloved you?
- she is apart of us! our PIGTAIL!

A fact/or something about 9[esther]?
- she is short!HAHA

Who is 2[sophia] going out with?
- ME!!

Would you ever live with number 8[jy]?
- i'll juz die of too much laughter

Where does 3[zz] live?
- BEDOK.

What do you like about number 1[georgina]
- she listen to my problems too:D

Do you miss number 3[zz]
- yea we miss each other hahahahahahha

What is your opinion of number 5[ros]?
- she rocks!

Is 10[janel] a power ranger?
-yapx the pink one hahah!

DEAREST tank was on tv
last night
some charity show haha
he sang six songs...
zuan shu tian shi; fei ni mo shu;chen li de yue guang;
yue liang dai biao wo de xin;ting hai
wheees love love haha
his singing rocks hahaha
i love his singing...
ohhh i found out his birthday is on
6 of feb haha!
not bad ah hahaha
zz tank got blog lehx..
your husband and bf got?! hahahahahah
whees i rock:D
bye

back.
I HATE S'PORE WEATHER
so freaking hot can..
rahhhs was like perspiring like nvr before
haix.. anyway today had
geography elective and pure lit paper one
was alritex...
haha didnt expect the paper to be easy
coz i didnt realli study much..
browsed through the both of them
haha but it end up do-a-ble
hope i get good grades haha
becoz i noe my ss is screwed
so i need good grades for geog to balance it up
but does not mean other dont do well!
i got study kkx..
tml is biology *shivers
rahhhhs study study study
be nerd day! haha
bye!!

im bored!
rahhhhs later i gonna continue my mugging
geog elect and my dearest macbeth book...
studied wid ros and cheryl today haha
then went to tm
bought our refills and books
walk at toy'r'us and playplayplay
i admit im getting old
rahhs gettin low of energy faster then ever
sobx... i dun wanna be old so fast!
ohwells..
came back sleep for awhile then later
went maxwell for dinner
i ate GRILLED FISH!
wheees.nicenice
kkx bye.

im finally back...
kkx here are wat happened since i LAST blog
tuesday:
got up wid headache,fever,cough,flu!
rahhhs... was practically DYING!
anyway slept throughout the whole day!
got well onli around SEVEN in the NIGHT!
so conclusion...
I DIDNT STUDY FOR WHOLE OF LABOUR DAY
rahhhhs so angry wid my body...
didnt have appetite too..
so didnt eat the whole day onli drink water like a water barrel...
haix...so irritating...
kkx tt my 2007 labour day of your
wed:
english and chinese paper two!
english was alritex...
chinese was killing me!
the passage is easy but the words are SMALL!
im like taking forever to read the passages la!
and... taking forever to answer them!
i was so scared i could not finish...
but manage to finish two mins before dear mr quek says...
OK! TIME'S UP STOP WRITING!
yayyers hope i do well!
anyway after exams...
stayed back wid moose and bear...
study our physics and social studies...
*saw her too!
anyway yea... study until my head damn pain la..
so i stop le... then wait for bear and moose to finish writing
ALL THE PHYSICS FORMULA..
we went to the canteen to hunt for FOOD!
yea... saw janel and weers
didnt realli tok coz my head was KILLING me...
then darling janel feel my head...
say i got fever...
i was like wat not another round of TORTURE!
rahhhs... after tt came home...
was like totally no energy..
so rested... felt much better when i got up in the evening haha!!
so i studied my social studies and physics till rather late..
about twelve plus plus...
then sleep:D
thurs:
social studies and physics paper two!!
totally shit!
i didnt finish TWENTY marks of ss
rahhhs.. im so sad...
coz i did question one a,b,c
then when i wanna do d
i realized... to do section B coz...
its worth 12marks and 13 marks!!
rahhs..so obviously i did the 12 marks one first
coz i came first and its easier for me!
physics was kinda screwed up too..
rather disappointed..
studied the hardest for it out of all the subjects..
then some kinda of crap paper tt come out lorx..
so much of mr quek's easy-ness!
after the papers..
i forgot wat i do=X
but i came home la like duh...
practiced my e maths like mad!
until about two plus in the MORNING..
aaron came over to teach me..
yay he rocks... the question he taught me came out!
wheee thanks loads brother:D
yea in the middle of the night while studying around eight plus..
daddy was screaming his head of wid freaking vulgarities..
so irritating..haix but my brother oso one kind la..
fri:
emaths paper one!!
yay the paper was rather easy...
HOPE I CAN DO WELL...
during exams...my tummy was pain like mad
wanted to go toilet but scared i cant finish it
rahhhs... so at the end to the paper..
hurry went to the toilet haha
went to fine for pimple cream after tt..
roughly got some idea wat to buy le haha
after tt came home to change..
went to airport wid moose to meet flora and sheryl..
omg i saw her there..
i was like SHOCKED can..
they were at bk
we were at coffee bean
rahhhs... then many things happened..
ask me if you wanna noe..
yea then many jokes cracked..
was like super high laughing like mad woman at the airport
studied macbeth im a good kid!
anyway yea moose left early coz of some reasons..
then left me flora and sheryl haha
after tt we got tired to studying so went walkin to macs..
they pei me go see if she there...
so me and flora walk tgt coz...
we dun want to be light BULBS!
wahhahahaa flora sounded like a drunkard...
due to the many many bottles of aspirits haha
ohya...we were walking walking..
then we walk pass tis ang moh..
he suddenly yes honey..
WAHAHAHAH
flora burst out laughing..
me sheryl and her bf we were like erm we dunno her...
hahah but was rather funnies..
kkx then later bought my comb and flora a lolli..
IM SO NICE:D
then take train..
saw her again...[embarrassing moment]
we were walking away from them in the train..
me:flora i got smth veri impt to tell you!
flora:wat?!
me:she is the same train as us.
flora:wat where where!!
[i tried to shut her mouth but she had to announce to sheryl]
sheryl:where where
[then she turned and walk back wid her bf... rahhhs]
shouting convo[which she heard word for word of wat flora said!]
flora:come la lets go...
me:dun wan la [sit down]
flora walk abit... then she was like..
flora:aeh you better come ah
me:dun wan veri paiseh la
flora:wont we follow sheryl
me:dun wan la your come sit here la
flora:aeh you better hurry up come ah if not i go in front of her
me:walao[walk]
half-way i was like stop
me:dun wan la super embarrassing
[turn and stand to lean on the glass]
flora came back
flora:come la...we goin last cabin
me:they oso in the last cabin
flora:no they are not la... come la.. *pulls
haix.. in the end no choice had to walk..
then elaine was happily smiling to me..
rahhhs didnt dare to look at her was damn paiseh!
tts about the mrt story
then come back and yapx...end!

im sick!!! sobx..
i conclude my throat is super pain..
drinking medicine or water does not help
rahhhhs! now wanna take mc oso cannot..
nvm after exam take one week mc!
haha like real lorx...zz will miss me lorx..
wahahahahahahahaahaahahaha!!!