yesyes... everyone im officially suffering from
INSOMNIA!....
have been sleeping too much for the past few days...
why?? havent been getting SCHEDULES!
rahhhs im rather pissed... ohwells..
anyway daddy wont let me work when im studying...
actually mummy says tt too..
wells im thinking it through!
lets see where i get to first kkx...

anyway today work was boring...
veri lil people...coz its a MONDAY!
yesyes... get it... everyone is either working or studying..
had tis bunch of noisy people..
wanted to kill them...
nvm i shall be nice! hahahahaha

i love mummy and daddy why?
coz they bought me loads of stuff for my birthday and cny!
hahaha i love them...
clothes shoes food accessories...
i feel doted....!
i muz be fillial to them when i grow up!
yes.....!

anyway past two days went for grand aunt's funeral..
quite sad to hear the news... but quite happy for her..
coz she have been suffering all this months...
somehow it reminds me of grandma...haix..
anyway im totally DISGUSTED by some uncle of mine....
HENPECK SHIT!!
wat f-ing reason you are christian cannot touch tis touch tt...
wat the la...she is after all your mother..
why cant you give her ur respect...
totally awed to have a uncle like you...
im not surprised why ur son didnt even wanna call you...
like father like son...
nevermind god forgive him.

bless my second uncle...he have been a fillial son..
give him the strength to finish the funeral...
let his daughter be by him...!

bless my granduncle...
may he not question about my grandaunt whereabouts...
let him stay senile like tt...
i guess its a bliss for him to be innocent like tt...
it will make him a happier old man...
if he wasnt senile... i guess unfortunate things may happen..
coz he worries like my grandma!
tts why they are siblings...
anyway reunite my grand uncles and aunties in heaven..
may they all rest in peace:)

lastly bless my family and friends wid good health..
coz after all tis... i have learnt...
life is like a piece of glass..
once drop it can never be the same...
now it makes me wanna treasure everyday and everyone...
coz like is short....

*_you are the one i still miss,my heart have not change_*
`give me a chance??

yesyes...
TWELVE COURSES I APPLIED FOR!!!!!
1 -
T45 VETERINARY TECHNOLOGY (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
2 -
N66 EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCATION (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
3 -
N73 PHARMACY SCIENCE (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
4 -
N45 BUSINESS STUDIES (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
5 -
T08 HOSPITALITY & TOURISM MANAGEMENT (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
6 -
C97 NURSING (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)
7 -
C94 BUSINESS MANAGEMENT (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)
8 -
T39 RETAIL MANAGEMENT (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
9 -
T26 APPLIED FOOD SCIENCE & NUTRITION (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
10 -
C69 FOOD SCIENCE (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)
11 -
C72 DENTAL & HYGIENE THERAPY (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)
12 -
T48 PSYCHOLOGY STUDIES (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)

realli realli realli hope i can get into vet!!
anyway today went for interview for OTC'08
realli hope can get in...
and im will be mentally prepared to face the challenges!
haha after tt went for my LAST FISH AND CO LESSON!
hahahahahah i wanna take verification and INCREASE my pay!
yea... lets wish me luck luck and more lucks people..
not forgeting BRAINS! hahaha

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEE!!!
haha kkx sound so retarded...
ohwells im happy...
one out of three of my wishes is GRANTED!
yea i know i am GREEDY!
hahahahahahahaha
which is...TO PASS BIG FAT O WELL!
and i MADE it!!!
hahahahaha im so hyper now...
YAY YAY YAY!!
anyway today have received alot of birthday wishes...
but i guess most people are veri worried for their results
haha yea...i was too...
me and sophia were holding hands and damn nervous la...
wait for our turn was like FOREVER!
kkx... then when heard her results..
was damn happy for her...
she screamed like a mad woman...
haha... then she was comforting me
waiting for mine..
then i could rejoice wid her!
hahahahahahhaha
after tt... went airport to have small celebration..
then send tt woman to work..
SHE HAVE BEEN WORKING LIKE MAD!!
rahhhhs... girl still muz rest kkx..
anyway then went tm to meet zaphs..
ate wid her..
CHRIS IS WORKING AT TM FISH AND CO.
wat kind of friend la never tell me..
rahhhhs... ohwells..
she was shocked i know people there
haha wells... you will know soon..

yea tis is dedicated to zaphs:
i know you love me...
but sorry i have to tell you this.....



I LOVE YOU EVEN MORE!!!
wahahahahaha
yea... our friendship have been a loong one..
i still remember we used to fight today like mad...
until its was soo bad! haha
but we were back to normal the next day...
haha REMEMBER?!
then ur mother called us mad girls...
haha i tink we realli are wid one another around...
anyway i will always be there for you..
coz tts wat friends are for:D
and YOU HAVE TO BE THERE FOR ME AH!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
wells so fast five years le...
LET CONTINUE COUNTING TIS FRIENDSHIP ON!!



kkx i wanna THANKS EVERYONE...
who stood by me through my O level time
esp sophia,ros,cheryl,moose,zz and zaphs
and everyone who wished me happy birthday..
many many thanks for ur wishes...
they will be well kept in my heart:D
alrights... tt all:D

RAHHHHS I MISS EVERYONE BADLY...
sophia
ros
cheryl
geogie
zz
zaphs
weiting
peijun
hweepeng
all the big big small small people in zone 3
all the big big small small people at T2
my cousins
and my list can go on till it gets to jurong...

thats how much i miss everyone why?!
have been working like mad...
not having enough time to meet out wid everyone..
and even spend quality time wid my family...
haix... I REALLY MISS THOSE TIMES..
where the four girls will never forget to meet up to STUDY tgt..
though its juz studying..
but at least we've got time to meet up
juz sit there study when we are tired..
relax and talk...
go for outings tgt.planing surprises and having mad funny thoughts..
but now we are all busy wid work or school...
heys...why not we all juz slow down our pace...
look back at those good times...
can we let it be back to normal?haix...

georgie and zz...
i miss those times we will sit in class tgt wid sophia,jy,flora..
we juz sing till everyone complains..
had so much fun...
juz sit down there daydream abt our boyfriends and husbands...
tinking that they are realli ours till today...
and perhaps for some..thinking about real life one haha
i juz miss those times...

zaphs...
times we will quarrel and irritate one another...
but its veri memorable..
lets us know about one another more..
i miss those time where we will juz go out... and dun care...
and you teaching me how to blade and play badminton...
i still rolled over ur toes=X
the birthday gift for you to pierce ur ear...
and you gave me a good bite...
and you always trying to force some fashion sense into me
haha but still veri unsuccessful haha
realli missing those times...

and those lao des....
the time spend wid them may not be alot...
but every moment was precious too..
haha us joking and talking to them is sometimes realli funny..
but when they are serious you can see that they realli can earn ur respect..
i miss the times where we will all go out and eat or catch a movie..
i miss those times..

and t2....
from the exp THERE....
it realli made me miss t2 alot..
it made me...
wanna treasure you all more...
coz after all i was 'brought up' there..
its better to stay at T2...
i will never regret working at T2...
coz though its tiring expectations are high..
but the people there are nice...everyone is like a family member to me..
so i'll cherish everyone:D

my cousins.
esp darling grace...
miss the times where we will juz hijack dayi's house..
and have prati feeding us like pigs..
and we will always complain her cooking too much food..
haha and waipo... where everytime we go there..
you can see her smile...its so real and so happy...
perhaps coz me and bro hardly go there...
but i realli realli realli miss her alot...
i love the times where we will laugh at her going to rong shu xia to smoke..
i love the times where she will specially make her speciality for us..
i love the times where she will kiss me on the check and call me 'mother pig's kid'
i regret the times that i have not spend wid her..
i hated the times where we had to sleep outside ICU coz she was in a critical condition...coz how i wished she was in pink of health...
i hate tt hypocrite aunty of mine.

there's so many things tt cant be expressed..
so why not lets count our blessings and treasure the time wid each and everyone..
because its was fate that brought us tgt...

currently super pissed...
juz bcoz of a sentence 'going the extra mile'
wells guess both sides are on the wrong...
im wrong to budge in...
im right perhaps... to juz go that simple mile for the customer...
you're wrong coz it was UR staff who promised tt customer...
you're wrong to ignore even i apologised so much...
you're right tt im wrong to budge in...
currently real pissed...
wats the point i've actually earn so much credit for ur side..
and my own side i have not been showing much...
PISSED...
anyway i bought gong shu xiao mei...
to watch... at the same time cool down...
tts all...bye.

halo... juz a fast update...
the world is still spinning...
birds are still chirpping away..
wind is still blowing...
and im still shitting!
haha...
IM STILL ALIVE AND KICKING:D

yeayea... have been working...
but some how its great
esp when you get fun and interesting customers and colleagues
haha WELCOME TO FISH AND CHIPS...
wellwell inside joke! haha
anyway yea tts all....

i need to go back to school tml=X

kkx... my first official post for 2008!