im tired!
so i shall juz have a short post for now...

first,

oh.
i forgot to say something.

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes/Windows Media Player/ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
两个人不等于我们 [王力宏]
when i feel random tt day
2.How would you describe yourself?
回到我的身边 [5566]
come back to mummy, eileen!
3.What do you like in a girl/guy?
幸福地图 [曹格]
yes,the person muz be able to give me xinfu:D
4.How do you feel today?
you'll be in my heart [phil colins]
haha shhhhhh.
5.What is your life's purpose?
tell me [wilber pan]
yea man, tell me what's my life purpose wheees
6.What is your motto?
i'll remember you [no secrets]
i rmb everyone tt has been part of my life
7. What do your friends think of you?
a whole new world [peabo bryson & regina]
oh,cool! wat kind of world was it huh?
8. What do you think of your parents?
两只恋人 [曹格]
i tink tis can be related to qns 2 haha
9.What do you think about very often?
一千年一后 [林俊杰]
i tink its too far... i hardly even tink about tml
10.What is 2 + 2?
天使 [五月天]
hmmms i failed maths or maths failed me?
11.What do you think of your best friend?
lydia [F.I.R]
haha tis is hilarious
12.What do you think of the person you like?
Dont lie [black eyed peas]
is it hinting something?! o.o
13.What is your life story?
我难过 [5566]
i so agree to it now!
14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
瓶中沙 [twins]
make me as tiny as a sand and disappear into thin air!
15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
on my way [phil colins]
wahahahhahahahahahahahahaha still far la~
16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
london bridge [fergie]
it will be held at london then. rmb to come ya haha
17.What will they play at your funeral?
if i never knew you [jon secada & shanice]
it will be dedication to ALL my loved ones...
18.What is your hobby/interest?
计时炸弹 [潘嘉丽]
no i dun like go tick,tick,tick and BOOM.
19.What is your biggest fear?
还是喜欢你 [sweety]
it was a fear but not anymore
20.What is your biggest secret?
开始懂了 [孙燕资]
knowing things and keeping it as secrets
21.What do you think of your friends?
ring ring ring [S.H.E]
i'll start ringing them like crazy
22.What will you post this as?
不可能错过你 [王力宏]
yea, i dun wanna miss out you,you,you and YOU!
23.What song would you play during your first time having sex?
Fly away [F.I.R]
haha, RETARDED.

3 people to do this :
1. Sophia
2. Zaphs
3. anyone....

school was slow and monotomus today~
was unable to sleep well la..
slept at 2 and woke up before 5 arrived
crap... then went to school all energetic..
but soon sleepy the dwarf caught up wid me...
was like dozing off during socio...=X
andand the second part of bio lecture is
huh?! haix... first part was alright...
more and more bones to rmb...!
crap... im gonna be a mugger soon...
bookworm me!.

after tt had group meeting awhile
then went amk wid HUIBING!
haha missed her more then she missed me
kkx stop tt..if not angkk jealous..
anyway went to the bank to collect her money
wanted to get slippers..
but cant find any tt i want alot...
so was walking pass fish and co.
then was like
HB:'eh fnc i wanna eat the fish and chips'
me:'orhx kkx go eat lorx'
HB:'huh?! realli ah?'
me:'ya la"
HB:'wah you so on ah"
me:' haha got money then on, no money then not on'
hahaha i guess i totally shocked her..
coz i was the first person so on to her hahaha
wells tts when i have cash!
haha kkx. then went ntuc shop for her foundation.
didnt like the salesperson.
and off we went our seperate ways

*theres so many things i want to say
but i shant, coz it wont be of any help anyway
so juz keep my mouth shut and go wid the er...
retarded irritating flow*

RAHHHHS!
SCHOOL IS SO STARTING IN 8 AND A HALF HOURS TIME..
CRAP! NO MORE TIME FOR MYSELF AND FRIENDS..

kkx tt day had hotel outing...
hmmms i shall post the pictures up soon..
stay tuned:D

i shall stay as optimistic as possible about school=X

haha juz something i wanted to do!
THE LETTER 'A'
Are you Available?
- single!
What is your Age?
- 17
What Annoys you?
- being stressed up
THE LETTER 'B'
Do you live in a Big house?
- nahx,im satisfied living in this HDB flat
When is your Birthday?
- jan
Who is your Best friend?
- sophia
THE LETTER 'C'
What's your favorite Chocolate?
- kinder brueno or kitkat haha
Who 's your Crush?
- theorically dun have any haha its nice being single!
When was the last time you Cried?
- i forgot
THE LETTER 'D'
Do you Daydream?
- haha all the time
What's your favorite kind of Dog?
- as long as the bark ,walk, and have life i love them to bits
What Day of the week is it?
- sunday
THE LETTER 'E'
Have you ever been in the emergency room?
- yea.
Did you have a crush dat starts w/letter E?
- haha yapx myself! haha jkjk
LETTER 'F'
Favorite Flower?
- sunflower
THE LETTER 'G'
Do you chew Gum?
- when i dun have tis stupid braces on.
Are you a Giver or a taker?
- depends.
THE LETTER 'H'
What's your Height?
- 160cm.last taken last year... hope i've grown o.O
what color is your Hair?
- bark brown
THE LETTER 'I'
What's your favorite Ice cream?
- hmmms alrights wid most of them
Have you ever Ice skated?
- yapx.. and i miss skating now
Do you play an Instrument?
- er...back in primary school i played the recorder and violin for music lessons
THE LETTER 'J'
What's your favorite Jelly bean?
- UNCLE BEANO!!!!!! haha inside joke
Hve you ever heard a reallyhilarious Joke?
- erms... no.
Do you wear Jewelry?
- yea
THE LETTER 'K'
Who do you want to Kill?
- no one at the moment wahahahah
Do you want Kids?
- yea.
which Kindergarten did u go to?
- kembangan pap
THE LETTER 'M'
Whats your favorite Movie?
- hmmms no preference
Do you still watch disney Movies?
- nahx but i still watch their cartoons! haha its nice to be childish once in awhile haha
Do you like Mangoes?
- yea sure
THE LETTER 'N'
Do you have a Nickname?
- ah teo -_-''
What's your favorite Number?
- 67
Do you prefer Night over day?
- guess im a night person haha
THE LETTER 'O'
Whats your One wish?
- to have many more wishes! im greedy
THE LETTER 'P'
What one fear are you most Paranoidabout?
- heights
What's a Personality trait youlook for in the opposite sex you like?
- charisma and character
THE LETTER 'Q'
Are you Quick to judge people?
- yea, but first impression usually dun count in the end
THE LETTER 'R'
Do you watch Reality tv?
- sometimes
THE LETTER 'S'
Do you prefer sun or rain?
- depends
Do you like Snow?
- never seen before=X
THE LETTER 'T'
What Time is it?
- 2.22am
What time did you wake up?.
- 12+ couldnt wake up
THE LETTER 'V'
Whats the worst veggie?
- im a picky veggie eater!
Where do you want to go on Vacation?
- hawaii and japan
THE LETTER 'W'
What's your Worst habit?
- being messy with everything
THE LETTER 'X'
Have you ever had an X-ray?
- yea
Do you own a xylophone?
- haha im not a musically inclined person ya know
THE LETTER 'Y'
Do you like the color yellow?
- haha alright but sophia loves it!
What Year were you born in?
- 1991
Whats one thing you Yearn for?
- hmmmms happiness in everyone's life
THE LETTER 'Z'
Whats your Zodiac sign?
- HORSE...

PAINS!!!!
today went to dentist..
he inserted the screw
rahhhhs first was the needle...
scary and slight pain
second was the drilling
super discomfort
third was the might to pry my mouth open..
he said my mouth is soo tight..
gosh darling dentist... tt was the biggest i could open to!
thanks for the blister hur...
and im having rabbits![rubberbands]
idk how to tie it well..
nevermind i shall train to be pro! haha

after tt went to sata for my hep b..
another right side jab
and oh... the person pasted the plaster like super far from the place he jabbed..
so now... EILEEN IS SUPER IRRITABLE why?
coz...
she has pain on her right side of the mouth
she has discomfort wid the drilled teeth
she doesnt know how to put rabbit
she has aching muscles due to the hep b jab
lastly,
SHE HAVE LOADS OF HOMEWORK UNDONE!

urgh, schools starting in 2 days 7hours:(
i dun wan school!!
gosh, let school vanish for another week!

1.What do ur friends call u?eileen/ah teo
2.who are ur best friends?my darling god sister
3.Do u wear dresses? i realli do want to.
4.Where did you buy your school bag?crumpler
5.How is college?sucks
6.Best subject?hmmms,psychology?
7.Worst subject?foundation
8.Last time you fell in love?hmms never in love
9. Last movie you watched?man, tt quite a long time ago
10. Last shirt you wore before thisshirt?the comfortable yonex tee!
11. Last thing you held?my white little friend
12. Last time you cried?one of the mornings
13. Last place you went?my room haha
14.Last testimonial you got?lisbeth my ahlian!
15.Last message you've received?sophia!
16. Last e-mail?venod,sure am receiving loads of things from him
17. Last to call you?edmond
18. Last you called?edmond,coz i forgot to call them=X my wrong
19.meaning of love?love at first sight
20.Do u trust girls? depends on who
21. Who do you wanna be with right now?wahahahahahahhaha
22. kissed anyone before?haha is daddy and mummy counted?
23.whats your hp number?9*******
24.What do you think makes a person wonderful?their love
25.For you, what is important in arelationship?mutual trust and understanding
26.Who do you think is always the cause of breakup in a relationship,the Guy or the Girl?both,it takes two hands to clap
27.What is the most important thing toyou?happiness
28.Will you give everything for the sake of your relationship?dun tink so
29.Had you ever experience being dumped?rejection
30.If you were given a chance to goback in time, what will u do?i believe in not turning back time now, all we can do is move on wid life and make it better
31.Do you love someone who doesnt loveyou?wahahahha yea
32.Why is it the guy who gets theblame whenever a relationship ends?is it true?
33.What will you do if a gift u gavewas given back to you?i'll keep it for myself then
34.Is it really hard to move on?yes,i gues so.
35.If by chance the girl/guy you oncelove needed help will you helphim/her?gladly!
36.If someone hurts you?wells depends on who and what happened
37.For every ounce of love you givedoes it pay off?dun have to. wats love for then
38. Wat kind of guy/girl r u seekingfor? someone who will dote me like crazy[isnt this wat all girls want?] and is not a smoker
39. Do you like anyone now?admiring, crushing??
40: Wad would you do if she/he confessshe/he likes you too?haha lets see

yes im bored until i did a survey.....
and its gonna be SIX IN THE MORNING
havent slept a wink.....

hmmms... a song i wrote 2 nights before..
wasnt able to sleep so ya...
dun laugh....

TIME
Time goes to tell everything
the things you hide from me
those words we never said...

Time its said to heal all wounds
but do you ever know
those scars will never leave...

SHUT UP!
i wanna get out of this world
to a timeless place
SHUT UP!
you'll never ever know
how i ever feel

so dont tell me
what to do...
im not ur doll
coz i'll never never never never be~

done.!

*i want tt pretty dress

IM SUFFERING FROM INSOMIA!
freak! i havent been sleeping well for tis few days
and i dunno why!
i'll always sleep at 5 and wake up late in the afternoon
rahhhhs help me!!!!!!

anyway yea... was down at sophia's chalet..
justin is another year bigger in 4 more days
yapx...still as naughty as ever
and. girl.. i know wat you are feeling...
however dun broad over it..
coz afterall... you still have me loving you...
and many mores...
and most of all ed...
i can see he is realli nice to you...
he'll protect you with all his might
so cherish wat you have and not wat you dun kkx:D
cheerios

know wat...
guess tis may sound funny to people who dunno my past..
but i realli miss dancing!!
like ya... I CANT FIND MY SOFT SHOES!!
i so wanted to do some dancing tt day...
but was so disappointed to find my shoes lost....
urgh... FIND ME BACK MY SHOES...
they are my precious...
danced since pri2-sec3!
wasnt easy...
but at least its the serenity of it tt keeps you..
the gentle yet strong music.
which needs the dancer to bring out the life of it
i regret quitting haix.

i wanna go running
i wanna go swimming
i wanna go blading
i wanna go dancing
so many things to do...
but hols are simply too short..
guess i'll keep my sept free to all tis..
TOTALLY NO SCHOOL FOR ME!!!
yes its a torture
so where does the passion lies?

You Are Really Not Happy

You may have noticed that things aren't going too well for you lately. Your life never used to be like this, but it seems like happiness is slipping away from you. You definitely need a change, because whatever you have going on isn't working. It's time for you to shake things up - even if it means totally changing your life path.

its time to upload pictures!

the day we had bio prac on bones...
haha tts the colourful skull of you and me

HI im dino's friend EINO

thats the femur bones in our hands..
its longer then my femur!!!




another pose of his...
coz he was the onli one tt walked here.

tine!

lee chong wei

simon santosa!

*drum rolls* RONALD SUSILO

one of the day...
duty ended early...
met zaphs tgt wid char..
we went changing appetite at marina

first came the huge drinks
peach,lime and lychee

then was the GIGANTIC RIBS

as compared to the illustration...
its was shocking

look at char haha

she's so gonna kill it!

then came her alright portioning of parmesen fish and chips.

mine was too pathetic to show as compared to theirs wahahha

the day we had class outing..
was sitting on the stone...
and see-ing this uncle muah chee his worms for fishing...
its the goodness of simplicity.


pictures on newspaper tts is interesting
i'll fight you meow~
come on!!

words can hurt.

yes.... didnt blog like donkey weeks.
have been busy...
kkx since the 2-6 i was schooling..
on the 6... which we had meeting..
yea... ended quite late..
and i had not packed for camp...
in the end... packed on the 7th morning..
not too late hur.?
wat camp was i talking all abt??

OTC!!!
yapx... for ppl who dunno haha
7th-9th was the camp..
tts explains my late replies..
my apologies...
hmmms... personally felt our group bonded much more through the camp..
as compared to course days...
motivated one another to complete the tasks..
which most of us wouldnt have if not for each other..
yea... it somehow..
through tis phases period..
it realli made me grow up..
and think about things tt i havent realli tot of..
or even considered.... wells... its time to...

right after camp... was involved in...
AVIVA DUTY!!!
woooohooooo yes... its fun..
i saw ah wong,ah chen, RONALD SUSILO!, lee chongwei and his gf,
ponsana,simon santoso,peter gade, tine,liyana natsir and partner,
clark and no sportmanship partner kellog. the china WD.etc...
hahhahahaa i could have taken picture wid them!!
regretted not doing so..
haha i wanted to take wid santoso...
but didnt haix..
GOOD GAME WID LCW!
haha... butbut... i still support ahwong..
though he lost at quarter finals..
hahaha faithful supporter aye.
and the indonesia supporters are so cute!
haha when japan lost to indo...
you know wat they did??
they went sayonara sayonara
omg... haha was mean but hilarious haha
dutied to thursday.... and next was..

NR0818 CLASS BBQ!
it didnt end the way we wanted it to..
but... we all grow tgt as one..
so no frets about it..
we shall go english!
hahahahahaha yapx...
its a mission for the class
which i agree alot... haha
and crap those idiot thieves...
ohoh!! accomplishment...
i bladed w/o falling AT ALL!
wahahaha

sat... duty halfway onli..
coz dinner... jia ren you yue!
hahhaa ya to celebrate ahma birthday..
andand... darling cousin yafen..
IS BACK FROM LONDON FOR A FEW MONTHS..
i so missed her la
she got prettier!! woohooo.
oh... she's gonna be a speech therapists...
so ya... haha

sun down for last day of aviva..
haix... kinda sad..
coz no more ah wong to see..
haha retarded...

today... slacked...
then went back to sac
to help train for the ndp[school]
yapx... quite tiring..
but accomplishing..
after tt... met char..
made her wait for super loong la..
sorri girl!
anyway ya we had fish and co...
and talked about many stuffs
then we went shopping around..
she bought a tee and a jacket...
while i got a tee... haha
and... i got the 3 doors down cd..
it was damn hilarious..
how blind can i get la...
the sales personnals were like laughing at us..
kkx... nevermind...shhhh...

today i was listening to my ipod..
savage garden truely madly deeply on tune..
there was this strong power of making me wanna cry..
never had it before...
was it the sadness i felt in the singer... or in myself..
i dunno...


im submitting everything to time...
let time heal all wounds.
let time adjust
let time accept it
everything is ALL about time..
when will it be the time i did smth
and not TIME.....!!
guess..... i dunno....

back.
went to my family doctor today instead of school
prescribed me medications aft medications
here's tis for fever
here's tis for cough
here's tis for running nose
here's tis for pain throat
here's tis for .....

crap...total bill was 40+
and i forgot i need to take my hep B boosters
remind myself!!
byes