unseen innocence

I cant wait for HK trip!

2011-10-04T15:01:00.002+08:00

been about 4 months since i've last blogged...

life have been busy...

today everyone has been talking about the rain! while i laid in my bed!

good thing there's no work... sleeping is the best!

well.... work have been busy as always...

somehow loving the environment, crazy colleagues, funny patients and relatives..

at least i choose to look on the brighter side of life:)

anyway the other day, i just had my first collapse case as a staff nurse...

supposedly it's veryvery rare to see collapse, there it goes, life..

managed to get the heart beating again, but we've heard prognosis is not good.

God please bless ..... if ... needs to be brought to your side, please make it a less painful one.

last sat, cousin just got married!

out of 7 of us, 2 are married now!

then the old ones kept coming, so are you next?

wth, im not even 21... still many things not achieved, why would i wanna tie myself down?!

old people have nothing better to do....

but granduncle was so cute! he's demented... he came for the dinner not even knowing what's happening... we tried explaining to him, but he's a lil hard of hearing... so when it was time to give the couple a toast he exclaimed 'oh, ah miao gai zha bou kia kou ying (ah miao(my aunt) daughter getting married)' we seriously laughed like mad! then i will go to him, asking if he know who am i... he will go 'this is an easy one, i know who are you' so i will ask 'who am i?' he will thinkthink.... he will either 'i dunno know' or when dad comes 'you are his daughter la' ANYHOW GUESS ONE! i hope next time when im old and get demented... i wanna be a happy old lady! i dun wanna be those that keeps shouting, running about etc. People say when you get demented, that's when the real character comes out. how true will it be?

another wedding at end of the month... all the cousins are getting married...

which means... more ang bao next year! wahahahahah!

and im so looking forward to all the little nieces and nephews to play with!

coz you play and return! dun need to worry about their daily necessities! hahahaha

alrights... nothing much in life...

wait till im back from hk! so excited~!

hk with georgie and her family! gonna be fun! YAY!

Make some noise!

2011-06-12T15:07:00.003+08:00

Officially back to talk about my life and no more taiwan trip stuff!
coz i've finally finished uploading them! wooohoooo!

life have been let's say alright...
graduated from NYP and started work for near to 2months alr.
times sure flies...

i was just whining about not wanting to go allllll the way to nyp to study...
now i wanna go back nyp...
it's like another home to me, esp knowing people as you walk around feels nice.
now i walk around, like know no one alr:(
wells, that's life.
have to move on right?!

anyway i just wanna thank everyone who made my school days in nyp possible and awesome!
my classmates, dance mates, poly mates... EVERYONE. thank you for being in my life and create memories that will last a life time for me. i will treasure them deeply. even if i have dementia, i wont wanna forget this stage of my life.

and most important person i wanna thank is G! we've come so far tgt! now we're moving on, move on together as we let ourselves into the working life. it's not gonna be easy, but im sure we can do it tgt. rmb we still have each other to rant at, no matter how busy we are. im glad tt so far, me and G are still able to meet out and have leisure time for ourselves. ok, the rest of the touching message shall be left between me and her! HAHA!

also people who are not part of poly but are still making wonders to my life. thank you. these few months, many things have happened. it makes me wanna treasure people i care and love for even more.:)

hold those you want in your life close to you, becoz life is short we don't want any regrets.

taiwan day seven!

2011-06-12T14:35:00.003+08:00

Had our night in grand hyatt, posh I must say. The hotel I am happiest with. Because…. You could only hear Caucasians talking and not uncouth china people yelling their lungs out. The other days, while having my breakfast I feel emo, everywhere I turn I shake my head. China people.

so thats their 101! was able to view it from our hotel.

Anyway we took the bullet train from 台北to 桃园 had their 火车便当. Quite nice, something simple.

That’s the end of the seven days.

We came back to spore with these much stuff!

The whole tour group!:)

你们明白吗？不要跟我，上车睡觉，下车尿尿，回家发生什么事，I don’t know！
HAHAHAHAH THAT’S MY TOUR LEADER’S FAVORITE PHRASE!

taiwan day six!

2011-06-12T14:02:00.005+08:00

We went to this place where the soldier have to stand extremely still for 1 hour. We managed to catch them changed their shift. Their marching is damn solid. Salutes:)

After that we went to this 天禄 shop. Daddy bought one, they gave two small ones. In addition, he also bought for me and bro one each. It’s said to keep the family/person healthy, have more fortune, luck and to help block disasters. I got a white one! Super cute, it looks fat! Hahahahaha

Then we went to 九份. History says last time that area only had 9 families, so every time one family has to go down the mountain to buy daily necessities and groceries. So they will ask the rest, what they want. So the people below the mountain will call them 九份 because once they buy will be九份.

nice food they have!

they have beautiful clogs!

and this was the best! though it was cold up there...

it's popiah skin wrapped with ice cream and peanuts! awesome max!:D

taiwan day five!

2011-06-12T12:22:00.009+08:00

We stayed in Parkview hotel on day four night.
I tell you, it’s the last hotel I wanna go. Not only was the service lousy, but it’s not clean.
I didn’t see anything, but I just didn’t have a good feeling about the hotel.
On the last day of the trip, the tour leader actually said this hotel is not clean.
Besides that the scenery outside is ok.

Then we took the train to 宜阑.

the singapore tour leader, chinni...

the whole tour group!

went to see the 女皇头 and other stones…. It was super cold there la. The wind was so
strong, because we were at the seaside.

FEEL MY COLDNESS! haha

hippo look a like stone.... the other is a slipper! haha

the pig's nose! woohoo!

After having enough sea breezes we had dinner at 伍角船板, the food served there is nice! And the outlook of the place is of two ladies and the art in there is most R21.anyway this place is called伍角船板 because the person found a piece of wooden plank which was part of a boat and on top of it was a 伍角… so made a promise if she were to open a shop it will be called 伍角船板. That simple.

awesome food! i must go there next time im back in taiwan!

BOAT IN THE HOUSE YO!

taiwan day four!

2011-04-26T22:31:00.006+08:00

we went to take the 国内飞机, from 高雄 to 花莲.

the flight was only 45mins, if we sat the bus it would have been 8 hours ride of rocky and dangerous road=X so thank god for the flight, if not my butt confirm rot.
so i've learnt my lesson to take my stemetil before i get on the plane, this time was more bearable:)

once we're in 花莲, we went to 太如克. im glad nothing happened to anyone of us. Because last year, there was a china tour group tt went there and the whole bus topples off and till today they're still not found. and the day after we went there, a 60 year old woman was smashed on the head by a falling rock. till we left, we heard she's in critical condition. hope she's better now=X

then we went to see the a-mei 族... so watched their dance, in their clan they have Philippinos too. And I was super disgusted by one of the gay dancing. He is not only short, but the way he dance TOTALLY brought out the gay-ness in him! Then I was stoning at this guy, not because I find him attractive though his quite good looking, but I find him… passionless in the dance. And I question ‘have they danced this dance too many times until he got too sick of it. How many times is considered too many times. Or… does he prefer to leave the clan and find his future in the urban area just like TANK, 小猪 etc.’ while I was stoning and question, suddenly one of the lady came to ask me out, I stupidly agreed. So I went to the centre, they kneel and bow down, I
followed.

And got smacked on the butt by some broom like thing… in my mind ‘wth, am I doing down here’ then my surprise the guy I was stoning at, had to carry me on this chair like thing. I tell you I wanted to run away, why do they wanna carry such a heavy person?! In the end, I had no choice but to let them carry.

I pity the guy…. His back must have ache for three days three nights. So when I went back to my seat mummy was like ‘oooh! 我的女儿出嫁了!’ and I was like o.o WHAT?! And they told me that was a demo of a wedding ceremony in their culture. NO WONDER I WAS BEING CARRIED.TSK. but honestly speaking, the photo taken is nice. They guy look like a 明星. Then the Singapore tour leader was like ‘wah, you got carried. LUCKY YOU! You got the most handsome one. Wah got one ah gua, bth sia’ I seriously laughed like mad… I tot I was the only one who couldn’t stand the gay guy! Hahahahahah but from what the Taiwan tour leader said he said ‘the chief of the clan is actually a gay. And he like our tour leader!’ the best part was that the chief asked him ‘did you come here specially for me?’ OMG! MY GOOSEBUMPS ALL CAME OUT.

GAY CHIEF!

other people in the clan.

had to wear this to get 'married'
haha it was cold outside tts why i was wrapped up!

their dance....

taiwan day three!

2011-04-26T20:52:00.004+08:00

We went to zeta! it's a place well-known for diamonds *_*
That was my eyes when i went in... and i am very impressed by the professional image of the introducer and he's good looking too! too bad couldnt take any pictureof him! wasted! hahahaha

anyway dad bought mummy and me each a ring! we love the cute of the diamond. it's called 八心八箭. i tink it's this 箭. hahahaha the best part is that they have franchise shop in spore! so if we wanna bring our rings for maintanence, we dont have to go all the way back to taiwan! haha

After that was E-DA THEME PARK!

we played two crazy rides all tgt! haha
one was this U-SHAPED RIDE! the ride can even turn around and plunge you down! damn fuuun!

the other is a vertical ride, both ends had passengers...and they wing 360 degrees! i like! best is tt can see the scenary! for quite some time!:)

after that we went for bumper car , daddy was like a child! hahaha because one round of bumper car only lasted about 1 min. when we're done, dad was like 'finish already? so fast?! come let's go again la!' daddy! you are already 50 +! hahahahaha

ok, then we went to this shop called La new, taiwanese call them 拉牛! hahaha it sells comfortable shoes, but not cheap! a good pair can simply cost up to 100+. so ite, daddy and mummy each 拉了一只牛，一只公的，一只母的.

then we took the ferris wheel, which lasted 18mins. mummy is freaking hilarious, in spore she proclaims never to take the flyer, even if you give her a million dollars. her reason is because she's scared of heights... but look at her when she's at taiwan! FERRIS WHEEL! hahaha

this is the ferris wheel! we took the ride at night:)

after the ride on the wheel, was hungry... so we proceed for dinner along this lane!
super cute stalls right?! hahaha

once we were filled, went back to the hotel to sleep. :)

taiwan day two!

2011-04-25T21:47:00.010+08:00

We went to Chateau de Olliere, it's a castle built by the husband just because he loves his wife so much, that simple. so sweet!:)

Right in front of the castle
FYI, you have to pay entrance fees to get in!

the husband and wife!

their car! hahaha so funny!

our high tea! looks nice right?

tell your something, it tasted great too! hahahahahaha

marriage parlour! mum and dad was forced by me to take such photos! wahahahaahha!

im their evil child!

how i wish i could bring one of them home!

then we went to 文武庙！

Afterwhich we moved on to 六合夜市！

this... we have it in spore too! it's called KOI! hahaha

i swear they taste exactly the same!

so if you miss taiwan, drink koi!

while at the 夜市, saw these two cuties!

this is 糖糖!

this is 台妹！

super adorable right?! hahahahaha

so that ends the day with shopping goodies!

taiwan day one!

2011-03-19T02:56:00.010+08:00

Finally found time to blog!

Back from taiwan trip for one week alr, the trip lasted 7days!

so i will slowly blog. here we go...~! woohoo

Day one

Woke up rather early and left the house at 6.30am

dun ask me why we were out so early, when we only checked in at 8.30am.

daddy damn kiasu! anyway bro followed to send us off. poor him, he couldnt join us for the trip because he need to study.

so we've reached taiwan!

OMG! i swear the plane ride was horrible. we got the last row of seats, when the plane started to lift off the grounds of singapore, i started feeling nausea alr. damn lousy. so i simply slept thru' the 4hours 15mins, didnt even have energy to eat or go pee. that was how bad it was.

that was the bus that took us all around taiwan for the next 7 days.

one thing im amused about is that the drivers in taiwan, have to put their name at the back of the bus! so cool la. that will make them exercise cautious-ness when driving, esp when their name/reputation is at stake.

so here was our first toilet break stop.

then the first place of attraction we went to was 逢甲夜市!

super like that place, maybe becoz that was the first 夜市 we went bahx.

we had 大肠包小肠, one of their delicacy there.

i find it so-so only.

why is there picture of me and mummy only? BECOZ DADDY SCOOTED OFF TO FIND FOR MORE FOOD! when he sees food, that the only time you can see him with eyes open widely! hahaha

i think mummy look damn cute here!

this is 逢甲大学, if only, if only beside my school has 夜市.

ok, im dreaming.

first bubble tea in taiwan. i find it nice! hahahahahaha

ok, tilt ur head a little. i forgot to rotate it. that's day one's shoppings!:)

super happy and satisfied!

ps. it's only day one's blogging. i shall slowly blog day by day. i promise!

Who is really important to me now.

2011-02-08T21:40:00.003+08:00

im too tired to argue on.
there's no point, when you don't see where im coming from.
and... what i have been disappointed all along is about both of us.
not about any other people. but you don't see it.
you tried going to others to try salvage the friendship.
have you ever tried coming to me first, if you didnt. it equates to no.
tt msg above, was how i felt years back.
in my heart, i really only had you.
although i may have so many people around me.
but you kept leaving my world, now the heart and mind have decided to let you go.
there's no point, we will just cause more hurt to one another.
things have changed, hearts have changed, minds have changed, it's ever changing.
i think i don't know this you anymore.

Want to name me the bad guy, go ahead. i cant bother anymore.

Like a lifeless wind

2011-01-31T14:11:00.003+08:00

back to blog.
have not been in the best condition in terms of health ever since before my birthday.
just last night, vomited like a merlion.
FATIGUE!:(

alrights, back track blogging.
ps: there's seriously nothing happening in my life now.

that day 23rd went timbre with esther and sophia.
MY FIRST TIME TO TIMBRE! hahahah not bad!
shall go back anytime soon!:)
anyway thanks for the pressies:)

im missing dance! very long nvr go back alr:(
becoz now, in preparation for production...
have to split up etc... damn sian.
i wanna DANCE!:(

ohya... judgement day is sooooo coming.
i pray that my preceptor dun fail me...
tt's what im most concern about.
and i still need him to fill up my book, sign every single little stuff.
so ma fan... nvm, i can haunt him again tmr!
after one week AL he should be shiok alr! hahahahaha
im an evil preceptee! hahahha

Something you should have expected.

2011-01-15T19:39:00.004+08:00

i wanna have this post to really vent it out to you.
things i have been keeping silent about.
this post wouldnt have came to me, if i didnt cry big time ytd.
anyway thanks to DC girls and boys who were there to cheer me up, really love your to bits!

im really disappointed in you, your words and actions.
they are just used to put up a show.
you know from the start i didnt like boyfriend-oriented girl friends, you made this point of mine even stronger.
in sec 3 we were close, we talked till you sleep on me or we both hanged up the phone.
then came, your then bf, jw. and so attention was drawn to him.
we had lesser talks at night....
after your broke up, you needed someone to talk to. i was there. to listen.
then in sec 4 came edric, history repeated itself. i was there again to listen.
we promised to keep in touch after sec school no matter what.
i tried my best. most of the time you're not free becoz you have work and family matters.
so i was fine with it, coz i know how your mother is.
i tried to accomodate most of the time.
then came poly, less then a month you got attached to edmond.
our contact was so minimal, we were both busy with school etc.
even when you broke up with him, i got to know it only TWO weeks after the incident.
and you call me your god-sister.
after that you got ur current eric, you asked me if i mind he is 27.
i really dun understand you. it's your love with him, what does it has to do with me?!
our contact with each other really went pit bottom...
tt time i tweet about me not liking bf-oriented friends, i was talking abt my polymate!
but you bbm-ed me... asking am i talking about you.
if you felt it, then you shld really reflect and do smth to salvage the friendship...
BUT INSTEAD YOU FUCKING DIDNT DO ANYTHING.
you wanted an outing for both of us on one sat...you said we shall have it the 2 weeks later sat.
and when we were nearing the date like thurs or fri...
you didnt even bother to ask abt the outing. if you did ask, i would really have consider going out if you. you didnt, you carried on with you life.
but anyway thank god, i had G and ZZ to accompany me.
you know, all this i can tolerate. i can.
you know me, if i really love you as friend,no matter what ridiculous thing you do or say, i can tolerate it.
after so many things that have been happening, which i dun need to elaborate, you know it yourself.
the last straw came when i asked you if you wanna go timbre with me and esther.
FYI, YOUR FRIEND HERE IS A NURSE TO BE.
how can you actually say your grandma has eye appt at night! if it's true the doctor is crazy i swear. old people normally prefer day appts becoz of transport and also due to their poor eyesight. and i rmb ur grandma got an eye op just recently, obviously it will be a follow up at the hosp. outpatient clinic. and their clinics dun open until so late.
you dun wanna go, just say it. you didnt have to lie to me.

seriously, i dun need a friend like you anymore. you will only cause me more hurt. i should have let go long time ago.
anyway i did have good times with you in sec school. those memories are good enough for me alr. now we are fitted nicely into our social life, it shall remain the way it is now.

after blogging it all out, it's really ur fate if you read this. maybe you wont even care to read it.

from the friend who once loved you whole heartly.

We're in 2011

2011-01-05T04:45:00.002+08:00

time for me to blog about the new year.
well, im not exactly that excited for the year to come.
you know...
when this year comes, it means i have to start working soon even before grad day arrives.
time flies, simply doesnt wait for people.
the year will just go by, so how was my 2010?

for me.
it have been fine.
ups and downs, they're finally over.

bye.
ps: i'll blog when i have more mood.

When you have nothing.

2010-12-28T01:00:00.004+08:00

Keep telling this to myself.

Im so tired, im so desperate to cry.

Recently, things have been happening.

Im getting worse at expressing myself.

I wanna confide, but i dunno how to let those words come out.

Words are transforming into tears.

Making me a weakling as the day goes by.

My brain is stopping my hand from typing.

Bye.

things i want to tell you

2010-12-02T01:48:00.003+08:00

Life's been good! hols are always the best right! hahaha
but... PRCP STARTS NEXT WEEK LE! good and bad...
then again, always look on the bright side of life. *lala, lala, lalalalalalala~*

shall do my backtracking again!

today:
woke up at earthly time of 4.30pm!
got up and ate my one and only meal of the day, bread with peanut butter, cheese and ham:)
then went to school for dance!
fun like mad, now miss ong choreographing the opening for production!
it's fast like anything, but i like the energy the music give, and most of all the energy from the dancers! like never ending energy, even though how tired or sick we are. let's keep it up!
anyway i felt like a water buffalo today:(
i drank one cup of milk, one can of nescafe latte, one pack vitasoy, one can passionfruit tea and lastly, one blackcurrent with aloe vera. fattening like hell!
luckily got dance to kill it off!

tuesday and monday
i slept like nobody's business!
of coz plus house chores.
how i wish i can do them all in my dreams, i think im starting to dream now!

sunday
woke up abt 11am...
then help arnd the house and met georgie!YAY!
just went arnd etc...
the best part is we wanted to go drinking at 3pm!
no place was open for us!
indochine, timbre... all opens at 6pm!=X
we shall research more next time! hahahah
do our homework first!

saturday
went to school then to grand rendezvous to help out..
the dancers had prom performance...
didn't perform coz i couldn't commit to practices...
so just help out!:)
enjoy like anything haha
then we had dinner at coffee club, service is like crap!
but the food is nice, half forgiven hahahahaha!
went home with clare and hsin rui...
was at bras basah mrt...
me: we need to walk there to go bras basah mrt
clare & hsin rui: huh?!
me: oh! we are already at bras basah mrt!
i think clare and hsin rui want to faint!
my sense of direction is FAIL TTM!

friday
went to school for dance!
drove there... didnt get lost!
just almost got myself killed=X
can never forget, but i shall improve from failures!
so drove clare and hsin rui home..
almost got LOST!
luckily i had clare and hsin rui onboard...
and more lucky to have clare home second!hahahhaa
if not i until next day still cannot get home!

ok that's all... nothing much about my life le.
**我想对你说，却害怕都说错，好喜欢你知不知道。

a little more responsibility added!

2010-11-22T16:13:00.002+08:00

Today's outing with poly clique has been cancelled becoz sheena can't make it! booo!
Shall try to organize another one! hahaha
yesterday we had hotel outing again! so fun!
this time was at vivo!
was supposed to meet at 6.30pm... in the end everyone was like late...
in the end, we only had dinner at about 2100hrs.
super hungry by then, coz i ate only some yam cake in the morning.
used up all my energy doing the house chores! hahaha
but the ebi rice was damn filling! couldn't finish it!
ok im the only who had problem finishing my food... opppps=X
after that we went to the upstairs to take photo, sit down to chat!
fun time! we should have more hotel outings!:):)

sat went out with THEM!
coz cheryl is back for 3mnths!
so decided to have dinner... poor girl, was so hungry that she got gastric. my bad!:(
left the house about 6+ to go fetch cheryl at tamp.
then we left for sophia's house...
I SWEAR I NEED A GPS FOR MY BIRTHDAY!:(
i got lost at st 41 like tt when sophia's house was at st 71!
opppps! and we went to her house to slack awhile...
before we left for hougang, ZI CHAR! hahahaha
got lost at hougang there, failure la!
met up with ronn and jw! had our dinner while cheryl had her runs to the toilet=X
my delay made her had gastric! sorry!
then ronn fetched sophia back to her house to deliver food to her dad..
while we came to my house first..
so before that we went to caltex....
me: *stop the car etc* Now... where is the patrol lever?
cheryl and jw: 'what?!'
me: 'ya, i dunno where is that thing la!'
three of us looked around...
patrol man: 'yes?'
me:' er wait ah, let me find my patrol lever first'
I SWEAR IT'S DAMN THROW FACE!
*after five horrible mins*
me: 'mummy, please tell me where is the patrol lever! OH THAT SMALL THING?!'
damn funny! but well learning exp. eh... it was my first time pumping patrol ok?!
then done with all our things... came to my house..
MAHJONG-ED till 1am plus...
called it a night...no morning! hahaha
then drove sophia home, while ronn drove cheryl and jw home.
I DIDN'T GET LOST OK!
before we left my place ronn was like 'do you need the street directory?'
from my house i know how to go her house la! but from tamp inter i dun... hahahah
I LOVE IT WHEN THE ROAD IS EMPTY! hahahahahah sounds like a potential speeder.
no i do it safely!

now that mummy let's me drive alone, daddy agrees to lend me his GPS when i need it. IM A FREE PERSON! hahahaha nahx... i still have no guts to go places im not familiar with. slowly! im only 2mnths old! HAHAHA.
on a side note... now georgie can havoc the roads with me already! so happppy! we will have more hangout places to go from today onwards!! woooohoooo!

2 weeks of havoc from me! BEWARE

2010-11-20T16:06:00.003+08:00

MOT posting!

this week have been fast... coz it was only 4 days of suffering!
i dun like OT... pray hard i will nvr have to go there again! hahahaha

monday.
orientation was stressing..
CI was stuffing us with endless assignment.. and stressing tt it consist 50% of our marks.
then i went to L3, all mastectomy...
i seriously wanted to fall asleep! operation is very boring to me...

tuesday.
it felt weird to be going for work at 8am...
so i was in the OT25.... i wanted to see the LSCS at OT24! but i missed it! coz i was scrubbing at another OT... BOOOOOOOO!:( ultra sadness.
so saw all the O&G cases nothing much.

wednesday.
AWESOME PH DAY!
stayed at home to do my assignment-_-

thursday.
was at reception and recovery..
slack like mad...but had fun talking to the staff there la..
everyone kept asking... you wanna come OT work?
seems like their very short-handed huh..?!
MY ANSWER WILL REMAIN AS NO~!

friday.
was at L8... 8hours long surgery..
i was falling asleep.
and looking through the TV it was as if im watching some horror movie...
it's seriously much better to look at the person itself...
anyway i was soooo bored that i was sms-ing,fb-ing and tweeting! hahaha
and our CI didn't write any comments for our log book!:(
shall fill in ourself huh! 'eileen has met all the objectives!' cheychey! hahahahhaa
after work came home to bathe and went to school for DAAAAANCE! YAY!
i got to eat my lok lok, thank god there was taiwan sausage for me! hahaha
missed the girls so so much!*hugs*
amira was even cuter! i was sitting down and she came to me 'i miss you, why so long never come?' AWWWWW! tyty i missed you too!
finally im back on the dance floor! so we were choreographing our 3-eights for ms ong to see...
me: eh, yushan,clare,hsin rui! help me see my steps ok or not! *danced*
all: very ballet lehx!
OPPPPPS! i forgot im doing modern not classical ballet... but those are the only steps i could thing of! ballet is my foundation! hahahaha
so with the help of clare, changed and modified my steps..
like more strength when we do our kicks... more weight for certain steps... I MUST JIAYOU!:)
we kept dancing and dancing until we perspire we continued! damn shiok!

after that went to vivo to celebrate shao yu and amanda's birthday!
was quite shocked so many people there~! just hanged around..
wanted to watch harry potter, but mummy didnt allow! coz it was a midnight show..tsk..!
missed it and cabbed home with clare...

im so excited for later, meeting cheryl, sophia, ronn and jw! it's been long we went out tgt!:)
and tmr meeting hotel peeps, coz chin guan going into army le...! will be another fun day!
mon, meeting poly clique! PICNIC! exciting!! hahahaha

ok, gonna get ready. BYE!

a trip to remember all my life.

2010-11-14T13:36:00.002+08:00

ED POSTING!

i loved the posting. all the staff,Drs are super nice!

monday was a triage.
you can be an ECG pro just by being there in awhile.
so many ECG to do and you had to do it fast...

tuesday was at OTO room.
nothing much to do, all i did was slack with the staff nurse inside until 9am...
then i went over to consultation...
WOOHOO finally got to do my IM inj. the doctor super nice
i was like 'Dr, can i do the IM?'
she went 'Sure can! i'll be more then happy'
managed to do another one at the gluteal area!:)

wednesday was at EOW.
nothing much to do also.
just help the pts go toilet, get water etc.
had a fun time talking to the staff. and one staff was super nice, she went through the protocols with me! *touched*

thursday was at triage.
however, i was frustrated becoz
1. there are gonna be 3 students there in my shift
2. change over had 6 students stuck there
3. i had to work with a pest
in the end, i ran to my CI... tell her i go PR la...
if not so many student stuck in triage dun look good also..
so she was fine with it, she let me be in resus too! woohoo!
i love CI!
so... at PR room got to see the Dr do stitching...
then there was this junior Dr who was doing the procedure, while the senior Dr supervise and teach her.. at the same time he also teach us... nice Dr right?!
as she do one stitch he goes 'good....excellent....perfect' super funny!
he even asked me if i wanna be a OT nurse. immediate reaction NO~! hahahah
why? heard the surgeons there are nasty... that's all.
i believe no one is more superior than another, we work together to give the best to our patients.
managed to see them use the defibrillator. quite scary.
remember.... ONLY shock when it's VF OR PULSELESS VT.

friday was at resus again! woohoo!
this time manage to see and do more things... but tt someone still make my blood boil ttm!
we had a collapse case... so tt person is obese abt 180++kg...
autopulse was useless on him coz he was too big...
so had to do manual CPR. i expected it, had my gloves don on and went to help...
i did two cycles and was tired, had mask on, pt overly big you needed more strength.
then one Dr said 'why not a male student take over?'
so jervena went 'robin you go take over' FYI IT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE A CHOICE.
then robin went 'no,no.. it's ok' *yes wth right*
in the end the male staff took over...
after tt robin came back from dunno where, come let me take over...
then the Dr saw tt robin is tired... told hassan to take over...
robin went like 'let me do one last cycle first'
RUBBISH! just now dun want dun want... now let me do one more...
if im a patient wait for you to save me ah... i sure go to heaven alr!tsk!
ok... readers. THIS IS NOT THE BOILING POINT...
we were supposed to do last office
so everyone helped... except for bloody hell robin!
i mean if you think you're too old, cannot manage GET THE HELL OUT OF THE RESUS ROOM! just like beechoo, she went off. i dun blame her...
he kept standing down there with his shit piece of paper and pen... forever dunno what he is writing! fyi when we doing resus he was doing tt also! previous case also! damn blood boil!
can't he see all those that we doing last office were the females only.. and mind you pt is obese and a male! SO WHAT IS STOPPING YOU?! even the SCDF and combat medic guys had the initiative to ask if we needed help, one didnt even ask just helped... YOU?! STAND DOWN THERE BLOCK WAY ONLY! WTF! he is damn lucky we had the guys to help us, if not i would have been screaming at him alr! USELESS POS! i seriously can rant alot of shitty things he did..
one of the day, CI was going through the oxylog with us...
she was like 'everyone tell me one thing on the oxylog'
so we were talking about CPAP,SIMV all those...
all the while robin was the only quiet one, we were all brainstorming tgt...
then suddenly when he knows something, instead of helping us he went like 'uh hur, then somemore' wtf! freaking rude la... CI was just there la... when how there he question us! tsk!
then he looked down on his partner la... normally he will say in front of CI 'ohoh it's my pleasure to work with ....' but tt day his face black until gonna thunderstorm..
'WO KAN BU QI ZHE ZONG REN!'
seriously, everyone are here to learn together... there are things i won't know and there are things you won't know.... why not share and grow tgt...
the worst is my MOT posting with him... pray hard i dun get same ward with him for PRCP..
if not i will bang wall!

Now let's talk about happy stuff!
went to malaysia with sheena and family during deepavali long weekend.
enjoyed myself ttm!FIRST DAY!(5.11.10)
met sheena and her family at her house there.
mummy gave me a lift there, super happy! haha
then we set off for malaysia...
have been looking forward to this trip since last week.
then we went throught immigrations and went for breakfast!
the waiter had horrible memory=X
anyway we had masala thosai! not bad! haha
afterwhich we travelled for another 5 hours into KL.
we went sight seeing on the cruise... awesome view!
then there was this iraq ppl, they kept looking at me.. so i tot they wanted me to help them take a picture... in the end they wanted to take photo with me.... *BLUSH* the lady said coz i had a nice smile! compliment lehx! hahahahaha
the reason why im smiling so nice coz.... I FINALLY GET TO GO HOLIDAY! WAHAHAHAHA!
after that we went to the batu cave... climbed 255steps! my only motivation was seeing the oldies being able to make it up there...so why can't i?! hahahha
and the coming down was horrible... my legs were shivering... fear of heights. was super scared i'll roll down!
then we had coconut to quench our thirst! shiok!
when mr ibraham said 'after this we're gonna check into our hotel'
me and sheena was like WOOHOO! we've been looking forward for him to say this! hahah
checked into our hotel... SHEENA RAN FOR THE BED LA! hahaha...PIG!
so we rested awhile, and went to putrajaya times square!
spent some money on faceshop and this outlet called F.O.S nice clothes there! haha
then we had nasi bryani for dinner, super nice... they put it in a small container to keep it warm!
after that we went chinatown... there sells all the fakes of branded goods.
then little india for phototaking and lights... was a little scared coz they could put fireworks as and when they liked...
twin towers was next! took more photos... then came back to the hotel eat logan,bathe,gossip, talk abt next day's plan, camwhore and most imptly.... SLEEP!

SECOND DAY!(6.11.10)
woke up... had toothpaste squeezed on my toothbrush for me alr... YAY TO SHEENA! haha coz she had to pass it to the others...
so we went for buffet breakfast at the hotel downstairs.
cornflakes!! wheeeee and i forgot what was for breakfast tt day! opppps.
then we went back to our hotel room... relax...
after tt went to the hot spring... booo didnt bring our own clothes, so no jaccuzzi for us:(
in the end we make use of the time to cam whore! hahahha
then we went to mid valley shopping mall for lunch...
afterwhich, only me and sheena went shopping, rest of her family went off back to the hotel.
FUN TIME SHOPPING MAN~! HAHAHA we shopped for 3 hours! wheeees!
then mr ibraham and the driver came to fetch us back to the hotel.. another r&r session before going our for dinner... then came back to the hotel..
more relaxing day:) so at night, our room was 'restricted, ladies allowed only'
hahaha did mask for sheena, gina, their mama, and nori! hahaha super funny...
I TOOK PICTURE!=X
but had fun la...

THIRD DAY a.k.a LAST DAY!! (7.11.10)
we woke up... went down to the market there to walk and their mama bought some things..
i also bought some jamboo and mango back for my family!:)
then went back to the hotel for breakfast... this time i rmb... NASI LEMAK..
made sure we ate full coz it will be a long journey back..
so we checked out of the hotel at about 8.30am..
arnd 11.30am... we reached a toilet place... the beside there got a mart selling all types of keropok! hahah bought mummy's fave tapioca chips... and alot more la! spent all my money im left with there... about RM60.... sing dollar 30! haha
we had our last meal at jb... i used my hand to eat while sheena and gina used fork and spoon! joke la! gina was like 'funny ah, the chinese using hand, the indian using fork and spoon!' hahahah
but i must admit... the three days im well-fed with indian food! hahahahah
reached singapore around 2pm...

overall.... I HAD AN AWESOME TIME WITH SHEENA, NORI, GINA, MR IBRAHAM AND THEIR MAMA! super glad they dun mind having me along... some take good care of me! haha
hope we'll have more OUTINGS tgt! hahahah

Yet another posting.

2010-11-03T21:38:00.002+08:00

geron posting at GS ward.

shall blog today, coz tmr im afternoon shift and when i come back i wont have time to blog.
im going off to KL! WOOHOO!

This posting have been alright.
just that im seperated from my class ppl!:'(

the staff in there are mostly nice...
they will help and guide you, no matter how busy they are.
even they are busy now, they will get back to you.. sweet!:)

i just realised i didnt blog for very long alr... so im gonna back track...PS LONG POST!

today my day is alright.
but im pissed off with certain ppl!
khairul and i was like 'huh, she in-charge today ah?! ok set dun take case' hahaha
anyway there was this guy my batch, he took one hour to off 2 plugs and 1 drip.
damn long la. i believe my year 2 can do all tt in 15 mins.
then tt stupid ssn... i and khai was at the bed with her... then need to off drip..
she wanted to ask me but instead she changed her attention to the 1hr guy to off that drip.wtf! NO JUDGEMENT. nvm, im ok with it. you dun give me chance to learn others will give it to me.
seriously, other staff are so much more nicer. when i ask them if i can take case, do this do that, they will help one lorx. not like that irritant!

ytd, morning shift.
then went out with char and jm!
dinner at vivo modestos. ATAS PLACE!
char bring me to atas place nvr tell me! i was wearing shorts!
the pizza there is nice~! tiramisu too!
so after that walked around shopping, had a hard time controlling the urge...
becoz im gonna spend at KL cannot spend here! hahahahah

mon, morning.
got a lift from daddy! yay! so i woke up 30mins later:) hahah
then after shift mummy fetch me to ica to rush for my passport making!
finally a day i get drived around! hahahaha
after everything, went for subway! haha

sun, went up to the cemetry.
coz mon was all souls day mahx.
manage to have a 'secret talk' with wai po.
i really miss her alot!:(

sat went to sheena's house!
damn fun! very hospitable family!
took lots of pictures, all on fb! haha
mr ibraham went 'take tt flower pot put here, ok now next shot put it there' damn cute!
the other side of your lecturer:)

that's all.
wait till im back from KL!
thank God for indian so i can have PH! hahahahaha

bye!

life goes on.

2010-10-23T22:44:00.002+08:00

my cute lil neighbour!

she says she want a pink specs! wahahaha

my week's been alright.
mon and tue was at b. well for HSE posting.
rather boring place, you've got nothing much to do.
just talk to the oldies, but some are really haix. while some are super cute!
anyway rather piss off sometimes. i was made to do the laundry like wth.
if i was asked to bring an elderly to do it with me, i understand. however, was made to do alone. being like a maid for free. tsk.
plus had to go down to the polyclinic line up for the patient. everyone gives the weird stares like why is a student lining up. simply just ignore, there's nth much i can do right haha

wed back to ward for morning.
quite alright.

thurs and fri afternoon.
fri decided to take a case. passed report too by the time i finished, left the place at 9.20pm.
luckily the staff let us pass first. if not i have to wait until the last bed! hahahha
shall try to take more slowly.
very soon is PRCP, then start working le.
scary!!:'(

anyway today was awesome.
spent my day with georgie and zz.
met georgie first to go bugis.
seriously, georgie the way u wrapped the pressie looks like you're doing dressing! hahahaha
then we went over to 313.
waited for zz to come, lunch was at greenhouse! hahaha super awesome!
after that we walked arnd, and decided to have some ice cream at cold rock.
choc and choc mint w/ marshmallow is so awesome!
after tt we all left for home.
So happy zz likes her pressie!:):)

i wanna watch tong yan but georgie has no guts to it... anyone wants to watch it with me?
i wanna go hols in march! one precious month!:)

knowledge VS skills

2010-10-17T02:35:00.002+08:00

Attachment is here...
have been busy the whole week it:(

monday was orientation day.
super slack. most of the staff all look familiar becoz i went there before.
quite alright la.

tuesday and wednesday was afternoon shift
equals to no life.
coz i'll sleep till it's time to wake up prepare get to work. by the time shift ends it's 9pm.

thursday and friday was morning.
it's a torture when u get afternoon tdy and morning the next.
slack of sleep! but instead of coming home to sleep on thurs.
i went to meet georgie! yay! i can't explain my joy.
becoz other 3 students im working with for my shift 2 kills me to death.
one in the same cubicle with me, had bad exp working with. other one is a 'im know it all'.
and friday was a horrible day out of the rest. haix explaining further won't help. it's difficult to type everthing out. esp things tt makes your day lousy.

tdy sleep in day! then went to giant with daddy and mummy.
i seriously dun like it when daddy sits beside me.
he was holding onto the steering(oppo force) and asking me to u-turn. yea like i can turn like tt tsk.
but everything was worthwhile when i got to buy foooood! FOOD IS A NECESSITY!
i grabbed everything which i want for my breakfast and lunch for the whole week!
need to start learning how to use a microwave.

another 3 more weeks for geron posting to end!
i dislike it when everyone goes 'year 3 going PRCP alr!'

bye.

dreamless night

2010-10-06T17:34:00.006+08:00

life's been good and bad.

ytd.. went out with these two girls! fun time!

WHERE'S WENDY'S?! hahahahaha

we walked until my back was hurts and it still is now:(

far east, ion, taka, isetan, wisma, wheelock.

had marvelous cream too! damn nice shall get it again sooooon!

mon... woke up abt 12noon.

got ready and went to georgie's house before going gyming again.

gyming is fun! let's be macho! HAHAHA but it's quite disgusting for girls to have bulky muscles!

anyway we were gyming halfway georgie's mummy called. asking we want macs or kfc... damn funny. after putting the phone down we were like 'so today's gyming is going down the drain' but we stayed on! hahahaha we're good girls! wheees

sun... morning went market with mum and grandma again.

then came home got ready and met esther before going to clare's house.

after tt went to simei's eighteen chefs for lunch!

after lunch we went our seperate ways. i came home.

filling damn bloated.. in the end at night, i vomited and was down with fever.

THIS HOLS I HAD FEVER TWICE:( im getting weak!

the horrible part was i went to bed with long pants, thick jacket, blanket on. coz i was feeling damn cold. tt was 10pm. yes i hardly sleep so early... haha abt 2am, fever went up was feeling damn hot until i couldnt sleep. i hate being sick. oh not forgetting with my bloated stomach mummy help me apply 'ru yi you' NOW?! im suffering coz i forgot im now allergic to it. i got super cui skin! haix... soon i'll be allergic to air-_-''

oh... did i mention these two days i had horrible dreams. thank God dreams will be opposite in real life. i dreamt my girl friends were angry with me, i also had dreamt that i was shot in the head and could somehow feel the numbing pain, also jumping off the building. hahaha vivid dreams i have.

on a side note... today Mrs Lee Kwan Yew will be cremated.

Rest in Peace.

coming together is not easy. parting is even worse.

start cherishing those close to you, those who really love and care for you.

tell them you love/care for them if you have not.

and.. i need you to tell me you need me.

bye.

知足长乐

2010-09-21T13:43:00.002+08:00

everything is so crap up at home now... everyone says 'how lucky you are to have a maid at home.' now i'll say 'try living in my home!' shall not elaborate. no use of it also.

sun woke up early, coz i promised to drive grandma to market.
quite a torture coz the previous night we all slept late. after market was NTUC. then came home for lunch. mummy was not feeling well. so i cooked something simple for everyone. then i slept my day away! hahahaha

sat was cousin's wedding!
woke up early in the morning to go the groom's house for tea ceremony. got to know one of my cousin's name. hah... what do u expect we meet only once a year, less then 3 hours each time. everytime im busy talking to others while he goes to gamble... so yea. then came home rest awhile. drove mum to buy her stuff. then came back got ready for the wedding dinner. oh ya.. got to know another cousin's name. haha yes they kept calling him 'ah boy' so how will i know his real name. just like how they dunno my real name coz everyone uses my pet name-_- i cant imagine im 50yrs old and their still using tt. haix.. anyway i liked the wedding! pretty bride, handsome groom! hahah and the entertainment was good:) dinner was awesome. go amara hotel for your wedding next time! hahaha service by management was nice. but by the servers abit poor. they expect u to have eyes at the back of ur head, esp when they serve the food. they don't bother saying excuse me! haix. came home and sleep.

nothing more to update. byes!

when is it my turn?

2010-09-16T14:32:00.002+08:00

friend, is now in thailand shopping~!

Got shocked when i received a msg in the morning stating 'i found this phone in taxi.Your friend' now i cant get through to her... hope the phone is safely back to her... =X

ytd... was daddy's birthday! haha and also ck and leesa... happy birthday to all:)

so in the morning went for my lessons... i think the weather is real crazy la. 9am there was thunder and lightning... by 11am is sunshine! CRAP. so came home rest awhile le then went out for dinner, seafood at turf city. but in the end.. all the food went into the toilet bowl. was not feeling well, running a temperature. vomited=X by today im all well. seriously, was a real sudden fever i didnt expect.

today. went bedok to take my passport size photo. then bought a cup of soya bean to quench my thirst and hunger. had no mood to eat, but needed something. however, im feeling nausea again. see nothing is really going in:( then went to buy egg tarts for my bro and his friends. then cabbed home. didnt have the energy to walk much alr.

alrights. nth much about my life now. bye!

breathing in and out.

2010-09-12T20:46:00.002+08:00

life's awesome now! no more school! hahahaha

let's do some backtracking blogging again:)

Last sunday was AGI 2010. finally im done with all the admin! hahaha met jiamin to go get koi at bishan first. KOI is LOVE! hahahaha then do all official stuff le then sat down to study... seriously forced myself to study! then come home bathed, slept awhile and woke up to continue study...

monday had AN5.. quite difficult, but i just felt that wont have supp paper but also wont have very good marks la... critical care and trauma... quite alrights:)

tuesday went for driving early in the morning, then went to georgie's house to study. yes we really did study! after studying, felt hungry and was waiting for mummy to come fetch me so went to the mama shop to buy things... I FOUND THE CHILDHOOD BISCUIT I LIKE! hahaha super nice!

wednesday was MY LAST OFFICIAL PAPER IN NYP! woooohooooo HUNDRED MCQs can you imagine my eyes closing at 15th only... omg...! by 99th question i was like 'ok gonna finish le' and at 100th my brain blocked!! couldnt think of the answer when it was quite simple...haha anyway cleamus part was quite a killer, needed strong english command to really understand the tricky things in it... tsk! wee part was more str8 forward nice! HAHAHAHA after tt we went to amk hub to da bao lunch and come home hahaha

thursday was bro's bdae! woke up in the morning and went to have breakfast with him and mummy. then fetch bro to sch, me and mummy had our mother-daughter day. we had loads of fun! wheeee! mummy's serviceman is damn nice, next time i have a car i wanna find him to help me service:) 'lao shi ren' gets business! then went temple le, came home rest awhile... then went airport to send sheena, martin, angeline off to USA! wasnt able to send the rest who are going to aussie=X

ytd, went over to aunt's house for dinner! NICE! hahha then i was so freaking pissed off with my bro... damn childish! he found monopoly to play... so i was like ok la... since we had nth to do and the two other cousin werent there...

bro: 'come n play monopoly la'

me: 'find someone else play la, two ppl damn loner'

bro: (Ask arnd, nobody wanted)

so i just played with him...

bro: 'see how im going to trash you'

me: 'orh.'

seriously, stop being childish la...

then damn idiot, he play cheat one la, he was supposed to pay me then he didnt until i realised it after one round... damn shit, he didnt realize i also will pay him de lorx...somemore kept saying play tournament style when i said from the start 'we're gonna play family style' coz i've nvr learn abt it at all. of coz i wont put myself into something i dunno until i've learn it right?! when we ended... he asked..

bro: 'where's our set of monopoly?'

me: 'dunno.' (didnt wanna answer much abt it, coz i know where it went and it was mine anyway)

bro: 'dunno, must be lend to which numbskull of ur friend la'

me: 'you shut up, who are you to scold my friends?, if i scold all ur friends bitches and bastards you like it?'

he shut up and had nth to say.

damn shit.... i hate it when ppl scold my friends. they are in no position to scold my friends. you have no freaking right. TSK! mood spoiler, who was still flipping the bible with me ytd. black sheeps of the religion. honestly, im not against whateva religion u chose. but please respect what religion others have, or choose not to have. stop preaching in front of me, go do that at church! i have my reasons to not go back to church. haix, enough le la.

Dunno when can me and bro stop being loggerheads. when ppl ask me how's my bro... the only thing i can answer them 'still alive and kicking.' there's nth much i know abt him, and nth much he knows abt me. we dun have good terms since young, he always bullied him. he made use of his strength, size, age to bully me. it's bad until when i think back what have we've enjoyed tgt as kids, the only thing that appears in my mind is how he always bully me. now, he cannot bully me much, i've learnt to protect myself... which made me became tomboyish so i can protect myself. if im gentle and all... i confirm will get bullied by him even more. now you all know why how much ballet i've learnt, you cant see the gentleness in me! but no matter what, we're gonna be siblings all our life. when our parent pass on or have trouble, we need to be at peace with one another. somehow i cant see that coming.

enough of all those.bye!

i love daddy and mummy!:)

2010-09-04T01:18:00.002+08:00

once again, im spoilt by daddy! woohooo!

it's been long since he spoilt me. that time was my birthday, he bought me this current lappie. since then, have not gotten a single cent from him. Now i get this! woohooooo! ok now it's my turn to frustrate about what to get him! daddy's birthday is 6 days after bro's:)

thursday and friday my mood was like a rollercoaster ride...

as i mentioned in the previous post... i said dad's gonna give bro the itouch right? in the end, he told me to take that set while he gets a new one for my bro...then im ok with it la and of coz HAPPY! hahaha coz i finally can have an itouch... so friday morning, i saw my BB stating i have a mail. so opened it... APPLE LAUCH IT'S NEW ITOUCH! i went OMG! i hate steve for treating me so badly! HAHAHAHA so i ranted everywhere i could. to georgie, on twitter etc. friday night, of coz before bro was back.. i ranted to mummy, im an old lady alright! then i was suggesting to dad to wait a little while a get bro the newest one... also did ranted a lil to him. but i was quite ok alr... due to the whole afternoon of self-convincing that this 3rd gen is better. so i check the orders and shipping, it will come after brother's bday!=X after that he came back and was asking for the itouch *by that time i've alr conquered the itouch with all my stuff* dad asked him if he really liked the itouch.... ain't the answer obvious... dad said 'ok give you lorx' i went like what?! I TOT U SAID IT'S FOR ME WHILE U GET A NEW ONE FOR HIM?! ahhhhh. so i have to act like with the plan... and delete all my precious stuff before passing to my bro... clarified with dad... and he told me to wait for the new one. on my mind it went 'so i either have to pay full for myself or half...' BOOOO! coz im broke. have been pondoring how am i gonna fork out half the amount if dad's gonna buy it this month. Everyone knows my payday was made shopping day... in the end... just now daddy went to surf to apple store and buy the new one online FOR ME! *screams* and there goes people's mouth 'SPOILT CHILD' i don't care! HAHAHAHAHHA i've been good for not asking dad for any money since i got my bond!;)

besides my itouch stuff... had exams today... MANAGEMENT! i sound super complacent in my post... wells, i've been! HAHAHAHAHHA oppppps=X anyway was quite alright, becoz the weightage is 50%. and the previous 50% i've alr clinched an A... so im confident it, it wont be a fail! haha just quite pissed off with my SAQ... becoz they were asking for the roles and responsibilities of a RN... i went to put the codes and ethics of a RN by SNB. omg 8 marks, i've let you down:( i tell you my brain was so malfunctioning that my sit was at 95(back of the hall) i was walking with georgie.... looking at the number 86,85,84. i knew something was wrong... but i dunno why my brain refused to let me turn back until i saw 80...i guess to much info was going through my mind! hahahahaha i got use brain one ok! next up is AN5 super no confidence, there's no tips, no consolidation.. seriously what am i to study?! the only thing im super familiar with is triage! the thing i have been learning about since sec 1. other then that... God will bless me! after that, last is soc! first part i got B le... so i must work hard and try to maintain or pull up. then i can pull up my horrendous, dunno where to show GPA. when i hear people who score 3.8 and above, it simply makes me go wow! hahaha STOP DREAMING, YOU'LL NVR REACH THERE... dun say 3.8, director's list also cannot get la... nothing much to lament about. who ask me to be so playful in year 1?!

alright, shall end here and continue studying my AN5... im gonna love it for the next 3 days! bye!

ps: estimated arrival of my itouch is 5-7 days later... stay tune for the critics of it! hahaha

i hope i can get an A for management!:)

2010-09-01T17:24:00.003+08:00

now i know why im a electronic freak.. coz daddy is one! got his genes...
about one week plus ago... he asked me...
'i wanna get an iphone that does not call, but can watch video etc.'
so i told him itouch is the thing for him!... after a few days he had off day...
he pulled me to challenger to get on 32gb itouch for himself...!
i was really jealous coz i want an itouch too. like i've mentioned before my nano died on me long time ago... not forgetting the $260 that was supposed to buy an itouch for myself got stolen AT HOME. things get tricky when it's has to do with money... 'tan qian shang gan qing' even told mum and dad about it... they didnt do anything to settle the matter, they just 'dai guo' :(

ytd, dad had another off day. wells i went studying with georgie at airport whole day... and dad called me saying he wants to go tm... i knew it, he wants his samsung galaxy... somewhat like an iphone... OMG! my dad is real crazy... couldnt understand his POV. he will say 'my company the chinamen this, chinamen that' haiyo...

then i asked him...what is he gonna do with the itouch? he said give bro.... BOOHOO :'( im jealous. not angry that dad gave him la... just that when am i gonna get mine when the whole world is having an itouch for themselves. the best thing was when i asked dad if he wanna chip in half for a 32gb for me... he said 'HOW MANY PHONES DO YOU WANT?!' urgh! why cant i get this fact to him that itouch works somewhat like an mp4 and not phone!!!!!!

kick the ass of whoever stole my money...! hope dad get's the spendthrift mind soon and decides to chip in....:)

shall go mug.. byes!

More fun times to come.:)

2010-08-29T14:19:00.002+08:00

yes! we had an awesome day ytd! WOOHOO!
it's been long since we've met up... now karen brings her baby, xin yi. :P
super cute baby who kept us entertained while not forgetting to bully the big brothers. i just realised she didnt bully us :) good baby! hahahahaha

so we met at marina bay...karen was the first to reach! and i tot i was going to be late coz i left the house late and not forgetting i had to go buy sushi=X but in the end i was second! not bad:) then kah sing, chin guan... the two super late one was yi jun and boon hoe(latest) hahaha tsktsk your made a baby wait so long for your!! hahaha
anyway it was all our first time going there besides kah sing. thank god we didnt get lost... if not i'll be melting under the sun. i must declare, it's been long since i've been under the sun. coz why do i need to be in the sun when half the time im stuck in school and now at home hahahaha when we got there... we got greeted my a baby's naked doll! damn sick and scary.. but the rest were saying it's funny=X i dislike dolls! they all have eyes that make them look like their gonna seek revenge anytime.... however the only doll i have at home is some millennium doll mummy bought for my long time ago birthday... i cant throw it away coz....
1. it's a gift from mummy for my birthday
2. it's limited edition if i throw it away it will be as good as throwing money away
3. it remains in the box so i guess im safe! HAHAHAHA
anyway we lay out our ground sheet/poncho, food and slacked! wheeees. though it's quite painful for my back to sit so long there but fun la... too bad we didnt bring cards if not will be more fun! next time we shall.... spent our time there until 4.30pm like that and left the place... kah sing and yi jun had to leave... the rest of us went to cityhall to walk and slack more! coz it was too early to go home straight from barrage! hahahaha slacked more until 6+pm... left the place and we went our seperate ways. managed to take few more pics of xin yi in the mrt! hahaha cute baby!
everytime i say this two words 'cute baby' mummy will forever say 'yes, baby are cute when they're other's. you play and you return.' VERY TRUE.

it's so great that though OTC have ended long time ago... but our hotel friendship(only few of us out of 14 people) is able to maintain. and i hope it will till we grow old! hahah
it's not the amount of friends that matters. it's the sincerity you get that matters. thus i'll rather have a handful of great friends;)

friday was SAC Arts Alive 2... I DIDNT MANAGE TO WATCH THE SHOW! *pouts*
ok start the day early... i wanted to wake up at 10am to prepare... but in the end i woke up at 10.45am... AMAZING! was left with 30 mins to prepare before i went to meet clare. rushed like a crazy woman... but i was not late... claire was later... hahaha yesyes i was meeting two cla(i)re hahahah went to RP... it was raining cats and dogs... but thank god for their underground carpark... we were spared from the rain!:) went to the make up room... i was thinking to myself 'woah, this is so much more better than NYP's!' nvm... i believed i've enjoyed tremendously in NYP esp in dance! woohooo! so we split the job... i did foundation, while claire did highlights, and clare did eyes. claire said 'go to that jiejie for your foundation' and clare declared 'what jiejie? it's auntie?!' HAHAHA if im auntie you're auntie also coz you're same batch as me! anyway i swear i was so heartbroken when i saw my nails when i finished... all stained with the foundation... becoz the one used is like cream type....and the girls were so cute...
girls: 'wow! how you know how to put make up?'
me: 'oh learn from them (cla(i)reS), like during musical got learn la..'
girls: 'really... so which batch are you from' THEY JUST MADE ME SOUND OLD!
me: 'hmmms that's a very good question' *thinks which modern dancer besides clare i can explain the batch i came from BUT before i could think and say...
girls: 'are you from nicolette's batch'
me: 'who is nicolette-.-, er im not from modern dance haha' now then i recalled who she is...
girls: *shocked* oh then which cca were you from? indian dance? chinese dance?'
me: ' hahaha none. im from st.john la'
girls: *doubly shocked* 'huh? st.john need to put make up one mehx?'
THEY ARE SERIOUSLY DAMN FUNNY! hahahahaha
me: 'er in a different way la.'
girls: 'oh then why you come and help?'
me: 'oh coz im taking dance with ms ong in poly' *triple shocked*
hahaha i think alot of people were quite shocked when they know i join dance and even more did ballet when i was young. come on man im multi-talented. chey thick skin only la.... now that reminds me... we need to choreograph 4eights for miss ong to see. for next year's production..=x
anyway by the time we finished all their make up was like 4pm like that. the show's started at 3pm and i had to meet georgie by 5pm... so i left with (cla(i)reS).

met georgie to check our exams results. i got B for first part of HS3117! which consist 50% weightage... i tot i'll get C or smth=X heng ah... ok need to work hard for second part!;) after that we went for sushi! hahahaha

ok gonna meet georgie to go study le... im gonna be a geek for the next two weeks! BYE PEOPLE! O. O

i've got pink nails!;)

2010-08-27T01:37:00.003+08:00

i need to get out of this shopping mood! exams is just next week!:(

Had one of the most awesome date with georgie! woohoo! we walk till we almost wanna drop. when we went for dinner, we could feel our backs.... ouch~! BUT we're happy people:)

started our day rather late, considering we met only at 1.30pm. when she called me SHE WAS SUPRISED IM AWAKE! eh i was a good girl, i was awake, bathed,changed, tied my hair, make up on. all set and ready!:P the night before i messaged her 'let's go out tmr!' and she knew it... MY PAY WAS HERE. hahahahahaha shit la, next time i wanna surprise you... i'll totally fail TSK!

so we headed for far east... got shilin chicken and bubble tea for lunch. we were sitting down there eating, then this pregnant lady who was furiously searching her bag came to ask us for a phone. she lost her phone... was an iphone for your info! thank god the taxi driver was kind enuff to return it to her... while waiting for the driver (i was alone with her and her daughter), she said 'today's wed right?' *i nod* 'wah i wanna buy 4D sure strike want'. it was kinda funny, yet irritating. coz i dislike it when mum goes on and on about the numbers lacking one digit if not she will strike how much... urgh... ok after all the hooha i went back to find georgie who was left alone. then she had her story too. one african lady approached her and asked 'IS THAT CHICKEN~?' damn hilarious la... the why the lady put it is as if she wants to take away her chicken if it's really chicken. but nah... she asked where she could get it... i think she misses her country's chicken? hahahha

anyway i saw this pair of shoe i like! somemore only $9.90!!! but it didnt fit me:( in the end georgie got it instead! we now have our fair share of 'unfairness' ahahhaha gotten four tops, three accessories, three bottoms, one bag. yay! georgie says she getting bag for me when she go thailand... lovely! hahahaha im a bag freak! hahahahha anyway im still considering if i shld get the backpack over at plaza sing... PURPLE! had our dinner at pasta mania... i managed to squeeze all my shopping goodies into my bag. then i went for driving lesson while georgie went to make her specs.

talking about driving ytd... haix im so disappointed in myself! i chiong cross the amber light THREE times. when i was expected to stop... then i almost knocked into one car in front of me for not braking in time, luckily i braked real hard, was going at 60km/h. maybe im just not ready to handle that speed. so SLOW down young girl! then in the circuit everything was good except for the damn hump! I ROLLED BACK! freak!! :( then when i did a u-turn... the traffic on the other side was empty so i went ahead. BUT i didnt see the cyclist, too dark le=X luckily the instructor was paying attention if not i may have caused a death... haix. like that how to take tp next month =X better brush up my skills so i earn as minimal points as possible. and get my license! i think coz i took a lil long to complete module 3 thats why very long didnt drive out, somemore drive all the way to tp there, honestly, i always go slightly faster there due to the long stretch of road and minimal traffic. opppps. ok must be a safe driver! somemore im a nurse to be... im supposed to heal not kill! HAHAHAHA may be i will someday *evil laughter*

that's all to update... shall go to sleep now. later need to go RP for SAC's ARTS ALIVE 2;)

bubbles of the world

2010-08-23T14:50:00.003+08:00

yesterday played bubbles with my neighbour! haha
kids now are so blessed with technology. i still rmb the times we had to blow breathelessly for bubbles to come out! now they use machines to help them produce bubbles!

anyway she was soo cute! she went to my ah gong and told him to press the button so bubbles will come out haha and when there was like manymany bubbles she danced as if she's a princess in 'bubbles land'! haha super cute!

after that went for agi rehearsal... i love poloroids! i wanna get one when i have money! haha

most prob have to wait till next month opppps...

in other words this month's money is planned and 'used' HAHA!
so sat,talk,walk,gossip,laugh... nothing much hahaha!

si hui was being super funny when uhmmm came.. and i told her topshop dress looked like table cloth! haha i was just giving my own opinion... that's why you'll nvr see such clothes in my wardrobe. becoz i have weird thinking on certain clothes..! the blazer is nice though hahahah! this is what you do when we sat there having nothing to do! haha..

however i abandon her to boredom again when i went to the field and help... i seriously think that wearing court shoes to walk on uneven grass patch made my leg feels horrible...

while walking i didnt feel good about my leg alr... and then last night 3am my leg was soo in pain i couldnt get back to sleep. in the end i decided to bandage it and give that minimal support to it. better now!:)

came home for steamboat... i was late... so in the end i ate alone. however my headache overpowered my appetite... so i just stuffed whatever mum prepared for me, bathed and slept at 9PM! so i had 17 hours of sleep! thank god for hols! woohooo!

better start mugging hard... exams are nearing=X

We're nearing the end!

2010-08-10T17:25:00.007+08:00

NR0818!:)

this was taken when we're only year 1! can you believe it?! how much we've all changed!

these are the few whole class photo we have:)

Our last academic term in NYP SHS!

My dear clique!

Ain and me
Angeline and me
Azmi and me

Esther and me
Hong mei and me

Hui bing and me
Jia xin and me
Liu yu and me
Meng wei and me
Naz and me
Priya and me
Sheena and me
Wei jian and me
Zahidah and me

didnt manage to take picture with everyone...:(

i would like to say a big thank you to NR0818 who have given me such wonderful time. awesome classmates.. we've not ended but soon. so let's be together as one. i want to see everyone at graduation. if possible, i want to perform during graduation too! My last performance for all you! I LOVE NR0818!

back track a little.

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

have been on duty every sat for the NE shows, preview and actual day. i watched 5 shows before the actual day! luckily on the actual day i was posted to marina bay sands post. was supposed to look after the marching contingent with the stretcher team. and guess who i saw?! one of the HO during my year one posting at SGH! hahaha the world is sooooo small! hahaha! i was like talking,talking then suddenly looked at him... VERY FAMILIAR FACE! hahaha so i asked 'You look very familiar, have i seen you before?' then he said 'ya, i think so...' so i ask him 'SGH?' and he told me he worked at 55 no wonder la! the best part he asked me 'you rmb Dr. george?' OF COZ MAN! we used to laugh at his pants! HAHAHAHAHAHA!OPPPPS! but i didnt say it in front of him... however he knew the reason why i could rmb him la...OMG! good times you get as a student! laugh ur head off at funny doctors! of coz there are nice ones, whom guided me. and also nasty ones who never fails to piss me off! somehow time pass so fast huh... i was just a year 1 laughing at Dr's pants... now im yr3 going for my PRCP soon le... in dec!! better hope i get my hols on time... if not very sian de... anyway beside the point.. so i was stuck with the stretcher team... I LOOKED LIKE A SORE THUMB I SWEAR! i was the only one in luminous jacket... and the shortest! ahya... nvm... at least i got to see the whole 4mins plus fireworks right above me! felt so close to it damn nice! so much more better then viewing it from padang! hahahha so after that packed up and loaded into alpha... the driver was dennis chua! omg! we all wanted to puke inside la... 'PLS PREPARE TO SEND 6 CHARLIE TO HOTEL!' next time got chance can go try sit his ambulance, i'll run far away! thank god i made it to HQ safe and sound, in one piece! that was my national day!:)

'I THINK THE MOON IS ONE HUNDRED THOUSAND KILOGRAMS AWAY!' super cute girl! never get tired of her! hahahahaha

another thing to update is YOG! 7aug the flame reached NYP! super performance put up by every single performer and flashmobbers... super great job by stage crews, student leaders and nyp staff committee! You all did great! Glad to be involved in flashmob... though im not very good at samba nor hip hop... and to make it worst... when i ran to my place for samba... i had 4 cameras right in front of me! that was so not needed! so in the end just smile and enjoy!:) really did enjoy la.. our hardwork paid off! hahahhaha wells want to know more just go facebook look arnd... loads of things there! haha

ok i shall go watch TV! freeeeeedom! hahahaha

Every dancers have the passion burning in them, which makes them last!

2010-07-28T00:51:00.004+08:00

something i needed for myself.

Don't ask me why this few days my post are filled with anger... i can't explain it too..

everything was all good and fine with my day... with the exception to have to crack my brain for project.

other then that, i enjoyed wee's lecture, the gossips the clique shared and DANCE!.

though samba and hip hop is sooooo not my type of genre but the process of enjoying it is the best.i love it when we get the steps though we may look a little weird doing it, i love it when we can perfect it, i love it when everyone dance as one, i love it when we sweat it out together, i love the every little bimbo-ness and taitai-ness the DC girls can give me, i love the friends i make in NYP, i love it when we're all so excited to SHOWCASE our hardwork to everyone! be it to NYP people only, to singaporeans only or even the whole world! We are so proud of it...

BUT.... there is always this factor that made all this lovely things disappear all away. DAD'S SCOLDING FOR COMING HOME LATE. why can't he understand the joy i am getting from there... why can't he understand that dance is all about passion and NOT doing it as a profession... he said this 'you're also not a mediacorp dancer, why must everday dance?! somemore until so late?!' so who was the one who sent me for ballet at the age of 8 first? if you think that quitting at the age of 15 could have stopped the passion you are wrong... i have NEVER gave up on dance... the reason i quitted ballet was to have the chance to learn figure ice skating. which was also part of dancing. but it never came true... which im quite ok with it due to the costly programmes and equipments. but WHY are you stopping me from dancing now when i don't spend your money for the course or whatever shit? why can't you just let me enjoy what ever student life i am left with? why aren't you proud of your daughter who will be dancing for YOG?! seriously, im tired of needing to explain to you from time to time i have dance. and well lets put it straight.... im not out at such late timing doing things im not supposed to do... i don't take drugs, i don't smoke, i wasn't drinking neither was i being a wild bitch out of the house... SO WHY ARE YOU STOPPING ME?! damn it! im disappointed...

you love me so much, yet you don't understand what i want or need. i don't need material love, all i need is ur understanding and support. isnt that the most important thing you should give your child?

i've said enough here and nothing to him. so what difference will it make as i continue.

Samsung human torch!

2010-07-26T20:38:00.006+08:00

HIGHLIGHT OF THE TIME: SAMSUNG HUMAN TORCH!
otw to clarke quay~!

there! that torch on the screen is formed by 2010 students...
and at 08.10pm (2010hrs) we light this torches!:)

after that we went indochine!

ok... before that i had school and all. so met everyone at 2pm, register,collect shirt, change etc..

so we had the bus to ferry us there...

we all looked and felt like excited primary school kids going on an excersion!

er... the last time i had an excersion can say it was in.... primary school?!

when we reached there, we were welcomed by muddy grass..

I WENT OUT WITH WHITE SHOES! i dun seem to have luck with this pair of everlast shoes... everytime i wear them, it either rains or get mud!:( just like my luck with the butterfly dress! i wear heels fall,wear pumps also fall!:(

so... while the SU and A-team ppl were sorting things out for us... i got bored and tired... like what kelly said before we left school 'why you so hyper? ahya... later you sure no energy le' and sure enough my energy didnt last long=X fell asleep while the girls continued talking...
time past by... and by 8.09pm we were all ready and countdown and lit our 'torch':) hahaha fun time, despite the horrible mud we got...

after that indochine! wanted to go timbre.. but was afraid that it would be crowded... so we decided not to go... OH THE BAILEY'S SHAKE there is GOOOOOD! good for ladies, it's sweet:D there's like martini,vodka and fresh milk and dark chocolate chips with it! DAMN NICE! haha im so going back there when i have more cash!

TALKING ABOUT CASH... i hope i can win that ebay bid.... so i can get the itouch! my dear ipod nano has given up with a blank white screen. now on and off, it gives throws tantrums by not playing any music:( haix... so that means I HAVE TO SAVE THIS MONTH! I CANNOT ANYHOW SPENT! so many things to pay... insurance yet to pay, just paid my phone bills... transport,food,birthdays,shoppings.... now $950/mnth is sooooo not enough!

sat had NDP as usual... THE LAST NE SHOW! thank god no more pesky primary 5 running all around the place and getting lost... this time round i had about 5 kids saying they are lost... and no ushers were with me... i almost wanted to faint... luckily got NS guys around there to help! if not i sit down there cry with them! hahahahhaha YES, it was my 4th time viewing the show... the only highlight i waited for was priya to come and the fireworks! hahaha

anyway was rather pissed with one of the ushers... becoz there was one usher who was not feeling well, and that person was like at the lower pigeon while we were located at the upper pigeon... so in the midst of everything, suddenly that guy usher came to say 'theres someone not feeling well,GO THERE NOW!' seriously i could not see or find where that person was and also at that point, i was thinking 'wth was with his go there now?!' so when i found the location, i went to see what happen first... but in the end, she was alr brought to the MP by another usher and a member of the public... came back to the spotter area and was boiling mad inside with that usher's tone of voice! i mean i do understand that he is feeling abit anxious that someone is not feeling well, but not to the extend to shout at people...its like we are all there for the same purpose which is to serve the public although our jobscope are different but i believe we are supposed to be on the same wave length and stand... so why was there a need to shout at us? just becoz we are called first aiders? and not medics or nurses or doctors, so you can just go ahead and raise your voice at us? in the end, i approach one of the ushers and told her about the incident and request from her to share it with her fellow ushers so that this kind of things does not happen again... we don't need bad rapports. and it was kind of her to apologise for that usher but that wasnt what i really need, just wanted to let her know that's all. and she came with another sentence which was 'your should actually look out, becoz it was witness by a member of the public that someone was not feeling well and it's not very nice.' ok honestly i didnt catch it at that point, but after that i was thinking... since you know that it doesnt look good so... is it MY duty to take care of your usher's needs and well-being?! or shouldn't it be the ushers to takecare of one another? yea... so that's my not very happy incident of that day... otherwise personally the other ushers are nice:)

two more shows=two more chances. i hope the above incident will not affect anything=X

anyway I CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY! as... it will be the last presentation in my whole NYP life!:) and also the results of the bidding on ebay! HAHAHAHA

FYP is so history now;)

2010-07-20T12:50:00.001+08:00

Good day people!
Just here to say that I'm so done with FYP! Woohoo just left with executive summary and reflective journal. That shouldn't be much of a problem. Now it's the time to crack my brain for management! Haix crazy time I'm having now~! But ok la I'm loving it too coz once I start working it'll be 2 years again before I step into student life.

So now every tuesday to friday there's dance!;)
Then every sat is ndp'10, having some kind of fun time there haha still got 3 more shows! Which equals to 3 more chances.. We'll see how hahahaha
I can't wait for WEEK16 to come! I wanna go out havoc with georgie! We wanna go shopping, k box which we have not been in a gazillion years! And many more! Hahahha we've set 2 weeks to play, 2 weeks to study! Hahaha see we nvr neglect our studies! Hahahaha ok I'm crapping!

Anyway I still wanna shout BE GONE FYP! WE CONQUERED YOU!:):)

And i know, you girls are the best and will always be!!:)

2010-07-05T12:51:00.002+08:00

confession: i have not blog in a looooong time. opppps!

ok, currently freezing at library waiting for georgie to finish her tut before we go for sushi!:) another h2h talk session! hahaha

i think it's rather retarded coz i only have a 4-5pm contact tut, tsk! waste of my time! somemore management so cannot miss it coz who ask me to be leader for it. DAMN!

anyway life haven't been great on my side, but i there's nothing i can do about it.

EILEEN TEO IT'S THE LAST YEAR IN SCHOOL, LOVE IT, TREASURE IT!

im currently backtracking [since i have sooo much time to blog]

YTD: was stuck at home slacking arnd. trying not to go out and pass my virus to everyone! hahahaha

SAT: went for NDP CR3. it rained! omg, i was hiding under the poncho! i so didnt need to get more sick! shit! after the parade many families could not take it, they left! fireworks was not fantastic at all!

FRI: skipped a whole day of school to study for theory test. was alright, hope i made sense! hahahaha sometimes i do don't make sense to others, but i thought i made lots of sense! hahaha after that was dance, awesome time! practiced our grad piece, will be performing for lunchtime concert. OMG, my first ever lunchtime! scary!!

THURS: half slack, half study mode.

WED: socio paper! i have confidence for cleamus paper but wee's one i doubt so.... :(

TUES: AN4! seriously everything tt had no concern with geron sucks!

MON: AN3! no confidence in it at allllll! omg, sup paper please dun be my friend!

SUN: h2h campaign. great job ppl, esp the mosaic! hahaha oh, i like the host's voice! talented host hahahah he can host well in english, chinese, cantonese, sing and dun look down on ppl. cool right?! hahahah

FRI: ICE SKATING! WOOHOOOO fun time with sjab ppl, should have it again:)

and manymore happenings in my life. i love my life w/o school! it will be awesome ttm!

SIX MORE DAYS, SO NERVOUS FOR THEM!=x

dead space revived again.

2010-06-13T00:15:00.005+08:00

georgie and me!

clique, missing priya!

me,priya and sheena! ser ting,me,jia xin

oh wait before i forget....

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY GEORGIE! [30th may]
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY WAI CHEUNG! [2nd june]

as usual have been tooo lazy to update this space.

most recent update to put up here is prom night.

i swear it was boring ttm except the part sheena did her air guitarist thingy haha!

other than that photo taking entertained us... coz after awhile in there, the room was converted into a clubbing area w/o alcohol. DISCLAIMER: I HATE CLUBS! dun ever dream about bringing me there! and while we were eating outside, a guy suddenly grind one of the girl. like wth! ok i know im traditional! hahaha but seriously it was unsightly! after tt me,jx,st cabbed to cine to meet jx's friends, in hope to catch a movie... but in the end was crowded. walked to 313 with HEELS and sat there to talktalk. and trained back, looked like kuku on the train=X

alrights do a little back tracking here...

have been busy with ncoc... wasnt in-charge of any group... so yea.

celebrated wc bday after 3rd course day...

popeye! haha looking at the both monkeys stuffing popeye's biscuit into their mouth is funny la!

celebrated georgie bday

green house! haha we dressed up in heels, almost died but fun! wheees anyway the waiter was funny, got his help to 'suprise' geogie with coke! ahya failed, i cant hide anything from her now:'( *sits down to kick and whine* anyway yuppps but he tried to be as natural as possible to deliver the coke... damn funny! the image is hard to describe however it leaves an impression!

finally may have been over, busy month for me...

now two weeks study break, omg, exams! *faints*

I WANNA GO OVERSEAS! prob nov? before PRCP starts...

byes!

been busy.

2010-05-24T10:25:00.003+08:00

ok, been busy... read this only if you're realllllly interested in my life.

so... last week have been busy with school and graduation day performance. was my first time doing grad. but not first time performing on the stage of AUDITORIUM. still rmb two weeks before the first time i step in, gosh the smell reminded me of musical deepdeep! hahahaha. we took tons of pictures,videos so fun! haha i was very scared that the costume will come out scary, but in the end wasnt that bad la. however, it indicates i neeeeeed to diet MORE! omg,imagine the amt of food i have been eating from the 12 sessions. good food catered from pines. we had 3 sessions of chocolate fondue, and look at all the delicious cake, the live station. ALL DANCERS COULD NOT RESIST THEM! but poor singers had to control their intake for the sake of their voice. kudos to them! woohoo! so many things happened that week. interested to know more then talk to me haha

really love the dancers loads. would like to take all of them for the support!:) also miss ong for giving me the opportunity, the graduates from DC i wish your all the best for your future endeavours and do come back often. and other seniors that graduate congratulations too, see your around ok:) alrights, i have nth more to update.

I GOT MY WHITE BB BOLD 9700! it's coming in on 1june delievered fresh to my house haha

we're stronger than before!

2010-04-29T15:46:00.003+08:00

iron out your frustrations.

alrights out to the babes! you girls are just all tired. dun be too upset ok? looking at both of you on the mrt ytd really made me teared. so must smile more alright, pretty babes?! haha

school is as mundane as possible. seriously, like tut,labs,lect,projects. NOTHING ELSE MORE. great for dance. there was audition ytd, hi juniors! haha i feel old but i dun care! haha so we did the normal dance class expectations then practiced our graduation dance. about to finish choreographing! haha for this one month im so not eating anything that is sinful! wahahahha

ok done updating. just another routine=X byes!

bring me somewhere nice?

2010-04-28T17:44:00.002+08:00

TULIPS!

NEED TO CHILL OUT. PROJECTS SLOWLY COMING IN.

AND... IM STARTING TO GET STRESSED ALL OVER IT! HOPE I'LL BE OKAY!

NOT FORGETTING EXAM IN WEEK 11, GRADUATION DANCE IN WEEK 5, ICAs TO COME, SKILLS ASSESSMENT IN WEEK 4, FYP IN WEEK 11-14.

AND CURRENTLY IM ALREADY IN WEEK 2! GOD I NEED A LITTLE MORE TIME=x

DANCE TIME!:)

do you recognise places you went,when you were young?

2010-04-21T00:03:00.002+08:00

just written 5 principles of AORN recommended principles for surgical asepsis.
another 5 tomorrow. my head is in pain now:(

today i saw patrick's son. simply too cute.
so we were at the photocopying shop waiting for wj. then came a bunch of preschoolers.
there was this poor little boy, who had to climb the kerb while his friends just stepped a little higher! just look at his perseverence to climb up and grow up. and there was his little friend giving him a hand. such a sweet moment. the little friend who helped was patrick's son! haha

andand, while patrick walked pass them he signalled to one of his boy's classmate to hold his hands. but the poor kiddo was simply frighten of him due to his height. then his boy was told by his teacher that his daddy is at the back. look at the boy's face, his joy to see his daddy during school time! as if his school is at woodlands while daddy's at tampanies and it was such a rare occasion to meet him. so what happened to patrick's boy's friend? according to my observation, his boy let go of his friend's hand to hug daddy and the poor friend was left there alone, looking and feeling lost. i saw that face he was sooooo lost, he was finding so hard for his friend!!

omg what a day to see those kids. i just feel like asking them, 'do you wanna study in NYP when you grow up?' haha then they will recall why that kerb seems so familiar?! hahaha

CIRCLE LINE sucks with the morning crowd! i'll stick to the old route-_-''

HS3111-311?

2010-04-18T23:49:00.001+08:00

ohgosh. year 3 is here.

do hope i cope!

by the way,

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SEEEEEE PEI JUN!
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY WUUUU HUI BING!

open up some happiness

2010-04-17T22:14:00.002+08:00

boredom everyone.

haix i have nothing to do. thus this weird photo!

im not having that length of hair le, just went to cut my hair ytd!

so friday was driving,buy books,driving,cut hair.

was so freaking irritated by my mother when i told her i was driving and busy. SHE KEPT CALLING! you know the traffic at ubi can be heavy about 5pm like that. i was doing u-turns... gosh! luckily tt instructor was alright. he still volunteered to pick it up for me! HAHA.

tml i'll have my first auto car lesson! a criteria they put for manual learners=X so next few lessons will be used to go through the TEN test routes then module 3 comes. then FTT and TP! omgomg cant wait la! hopefully i can get my license by er... july?! seriously wanna drive myself all around singapore! HAHA

alrights nothing much about my life already.

bye people.

PS: do come to NYP SPORTS HALL on 20 & 21 to see our flashmob and also our DC performance! the girls put in alot of effort lo! hahahaha!

NYP SHS is so crapped up!

2010-04-14T17:22:00.002+08:00

just a little updates from here and there...

so attachment ended! LET'S SAY HOORAY!
staff there were nice.. didnt manage to take any pictures with them.
part of the last week, wed went back to school for club crawl open happiness dance! was quite fun! HAHAHA learnt it in less than 10 minutes? haha was even video omg throw face haha
friday meet the afternoon shift girls for supper at arab street! was fun time, though my critics for the food is quite bad except for murtubak[MOTORBIKE!] hahahahah

sat we started with class chalet... woke up late hurry prepare my things and went to meet some of the girls at 1.30pm.. then we went over for the chalet... WE WALKED WRONG PLACE damnit. we helped prepared things and all... BBQ-ed etc... aye aye maw came for less than 2mins like why not JUST DUN COME?! at least allison came and talk to us haha her daughter is so cute! hahaha after that we gotten some alcohol sat outside to play truth or dare and WU,SHI, SHI WU game... i swear the dares were damn retarded and funny! at least we enjoyed... so about sun 5am we went for mac breakfast before azmi gave me a lift home and to sengkang.! THANK YOU! haha first time i take motorbike lehx! haha a good experience, but i still want a car more! woohooo.

sun was com day. didnt really helped much on SAC side. but im just veryveryvery glad that the girls won. it just does not show me that they are winners... it also showed me that they have grown up. also would like to thank si hui specially for giving her time selflessly.. more than that shall not be commented here. after FAC hpy gang went for KFC then to mac to slack. yea. that's about it..

not forgetting small little outings.. were still fun!:D
i have nothing more to update about my life for now.. school's going to start!:(

happy easter sunday!

2010-04-04T12:58:00.002+08:00

monday to thursday was filled with not so exciting attachment.

but good one when the staff lets you do everything you wanna do! haha

so thank God for good friday's PH...

why not a PH for ash wednesday etc. would be more great haha!

so thursday was a morning shift after that mummy picked me up for sakae lunch cum dinner.

had our fill with endless sushi! haha

after that we shopped around and in the end mum was summoned with a $30 ticket!

but we enjoyed ourselves! fortunately for me the summon is not for me to pay, fortunately mummy saved on her meal, i treated her:)

so on good friday was simply just a bummed around day. so tired from all the attachment.

slept 3/4 of the day. sleeping is so good for health:D

sat went to get some shoes with mummy. then went HQ for meeting.

when it end we went to ashtons for a meal! so great.

one thing to love beach road is for having ashtons... as we all know beach road is rather ulu! yay!

i like! people if you wanna go ashtons please go places like parkway and slowly queue your butt in:)

one more week for attachment! so i'll be busy like crazy on that weekend.

friday night having a meal with the girlies for our last day of attachment wahahaha

sat will be ice skating day for the four girls, SOPHIA, details! haha so after that going for class chalet bbq. then prob. stay overnight, if not, i'll be helping out somewhere else. after that will be sun which is FAC. yupps, sums up my busy weekend.

assembled in 15minutes!

2010-03-28T23:40:00.002+08:00

back date to a week ago!
let me introduce you to mozart mouse and beethovan bear! :)
after everything we had swenses! nice, i like:D

then monday was the start of attachment.
tormenting environment:(
let's not talk abt it.

so sat was a sleep in day!

today is a fun day:D
ok, woke up in the noon to have dim sum with family!
treated them to lunch! haha yay!
so after that fetch grandpa,grandma home.
we went to ikea to shop for my cabinet! haha
somehow my room have change a little.
i like! haha but will be better without the maid here.
ok, i DISLIKE her. i tried liking her but ahya... long stories! [psst, she'll be gone by may!:)]
then bathed and went over to meet the rest.
so me and wt were early luckily we went to get space if not we have to sit a longkang eat lo!
a group of girls! got me,wt,ros,char,hp,pris and gladys haha amanda came over after we finished.
and they went for K except me and wt.
blame it on attachment!>:(

pray for the next two weeks to be good for me...
just let it pass and i'll be done:)

Call me a gadget freak!

2010-03-19T10:24:00.003+08:00

it's totally loves!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eKkt1vuWzoA

http://www.richardtoh.com/iphone-4g-release-date-and-spec

i'll use it as a pillow! iphone-long future.

guess i shall just sit tight and wait for phone 4G to come out before deciding!

shall not buy it now and later start whinning and kicking because 4G will be a better choice! HAHA im paying for it you know! daddy refuses to sponsor this time round. and i wont want him to either. you know how costly an iphone is, and not like dad is earning big bucks!!

and i have a totally screwed youtube downloader now:( damn sad. i can't download anymore videos and watch in the future. now i have to sit hours in front of the com to catch a full drama. will you recover for me pleeeease~!

anyway wed have a great time with georgie and zz! met at airport, I WAS LATE! sorry peeps! hahaha then we had FnC! GREAT! and the two alcholics ordered alchol while i didnt. gotten a desert. yes, im a lousy drinker! idc. haha i can get all red and a little tipsy on 5% hooch. so what you expect when vodkas,tequilla etc sets in. so after eating zz went home first while me and georgie spent time wandering around airport. was funny when we were counting people's weight. [the viewing mall at T2 has some plane facts with some weighing scale] haha we were bored alright! after all the walking around and sitting around,we decided for some coffee bean. georgie concludes i always get weird drinks. tsk! at least i do changes! haha got some accessories and homed. hahaha! Friend, you are freaking ironic. you hate cats and you gave daddy and mummy that cat seatbelts thing! trying to act cute huh. oh mummy says daddy wont use it, so she will use it, i dunno how?! HAHA and thanks alot for MIAN BAO CHAO REN! haha i shall let you pinch it's cheeks everytime i see you ok! HAHAHAH

i wanna cut my hair. not really in length, but i wanna try other styles! HAHA come give comments while i think about it.:)

bye!

finally gotten a laptop bag! HAHA

2010-03-13T00:09:00.003+08:00

omg! my insomnia is so killing me...
slept only at 6.30am today and waking up at 5pm..
getting from bad to worse:(
shall try all ways to make myself sleep again.

anyway yesterday was fun! haha
woke up around 2pm then went over to tamp with aaron
oh.. there was this prudential guy who took up 2 hours of time to talk about savings insurance! gosh! so wasted time, however, in the end i still decided to take it up.
then went over to suntec for body shop warehouse sales! SALES!
but i tell you the crowd is crazy! not forgetting there's still like IT fair going on.
in the end spent $74 just for that sales! omgomg! no money lo!
after that we went for KFC haha that was my first meal of the day! hungryhungry!
was walking back to mrt, and wanted to go into NUM...
just nice they closed the door ahhhhhh! so was like please let me in face!
yay! and they did! wheees! bought an ORANGE lappie bag yo! WAS 50% DISCOUNT! also bought something else:)
so went back about 11pm. dad was calling saying im going out late and all! so irritating, how many days have i been rotting at home can! tsk!

back to tuesday was an outting with aaron too.
waited for him to come back from lunch with his dad.
went over to his house and wait again! all in all i waited for 1hour plus! HORRIBLE!!
so he was saying he needed to go CGH A&E to get an x-ray done. he didnt believe my words! COZ he intern-doc friend says to go check and all! tsk... that's doctors please!>:(
nvm... thus we went over to tamp for POSB and DBS haha did some banking things.
then we went for pasta mania, i was the one eating the main course and all. haha!
wanted to watch dear john, but the time and all so decided to go A&E la.
luckily it wasnt long to wait!:D wanted to fall asleep already.
so after that went to eastpoint walk around before returning home.
after reaching home, remembered i left something in his bag! haha was nice enough to bring over! haha then we played monopoly deal[a new card game] with brother.
aaron won the most time, im second and bro the worst!
haha fun game! so we played till 2am like that, bro had to sleep for work next day..
so the two young ones, went for roti prata! yay!yay!
luckily we reached home by 4am before rain started coming down. NO WONDER IT WAS SO COOLING AT THE PLAYGROUND! :)

quite interesting how we're getting closer which didnt really happen when we're younger.
haha always kena pulled out tgt by our brothers! haha so forced...! hahaha ok la... at least we're getting on better terms! unlike the two oldies who do not contact lo...! haha

alrights time to logoff!:):)

there are always ups and downs in our lifes, it will never be smooth sailing;)

2010-03-11T02:52:00.003+08:00

out to clare goh!:)

take these 9 days esp to consider what you really want and dun want.

really dunno what to do when i saw you being so sad and exasperated just now.

nothing i can do, but just to offer you a listening ear;)

takecare ok! i'll be here for you, that's if you want me.

had dance today! great to be dancing again.

was still thinking of signing up for yoga lesson but judging from the practices i'll be having soon. maybe yoga can come later haha!

so we have to learn all i ask of you from the all i ask people for club crawl performance.

omg! i cannot imagine myself in that costume! how?! super tight fitting can?!

but i like the dance type, it's classical ballet:) my type,my type! hahaha

also next up will be graduation performance, im really thinking if i can commit enough time into it. i dun wanna be jeopardising my studies= year 3=future and also not wanting to waste the rest of the dancers time. yes, quite irritating to have be missing during practices. i've experienced it,so i shan't do it to others. it's just not right. so considering deep for grad performance.

anyway we did floor works across the studio and all. damnit, couldnt catch up for some parts. booo! and my nail polish was like peeling off, coz i used my feet to dance! haha like who uses their hands! im so not from the circus!

anyway heard something from ms ong about musical. wells quite disappointed with the audience reaction. ARTISTIC LEVEL DIFFERENCES! wells somehow, you cant appreciate the performance due to your ignorance why not try to at least keep your comments or gestures to yourself.:)

anyway wells, been hearing a lot of things of sac and what have become of it...

really sad, everything is changing. our culture and tradition is ALL GONE once that piece of muttons came in to ruin the whole school.

how much worked have been put in to have our school to become and stay autonomus, do you know?probably no, and the current ones are scoring band 9 and 10. lousy huh! to continue have is to be band 8 and above.. but wow what is muttons doing?!

CATCHING EX-SENIORS FOR BEING IN FBTS AND SLIPPERS, FIRING EXTERNAL COACHES WHO ARE NOT PRODUCING RESULTS WHEN YOU ARE GIVEN 1HOUR PLUS OF EVERY TRAINING, AND MOVING THE SCHOOL OUT DUE TO PRIME.

OHOH!!

NOT TO MENTION, CHASING EVERY SINGLE SOULS, EVEN THE POOR NUNS WHO HAVE PASSED ON TO BE OUT OF your SCHOOL BY 6PM AND ACTIVATE THE WHAT? OH,SECURITY ALARM!

AND CHASING GOOD/GREAT TEACHERS AWAY. NO MATTER HOW MUCH RESULTS THEY GAVE AND HOW MUCH THEY LOVED THE STUDENTS AND ALL. AS LONG THEY ARE A THREAT TO YOUR POWER, THEIR OUT OF THIS GAME OF YOURS.

POWER HUNGER CREATURE!

why dun you take a look at your students. your current, cant-be-bothered bunch of lesbians. yes, the girls now are too much. making out opposite school, in toilets. have no basic manners when asking for favour. no it was ordering of someone more senior then them, or even inter-cca requests. the ah lians wannabe all around the school. have you ever seen what have turned out of them?! have you tried comparing how well i dun say super good students of us, but i must say at least we had discipline,we know where is the line, we know how to carry ourselves, we know how to respect people who deserves it, we know how to ask of favours properly, the couples knew how to behave properly knowing that the school environment is still a place of education and not a make-out ground.

damn screwed up school. it's a disgrace to now say im was from sac. it WAS my pride to tell others my secondary school is sac, the all girls school:) but now... not anymore. look what kind of girls they are producing now.

enough of ranting, she makes my blood boil everytime her name is mentioned.

shall be done with my posting. all well to everyone out there!yay!

little helping hands are unavailable:(

2010-03-06T20:14:00.003+08:00

half done with packing my room..

got a bedside table from ikea ytd...

packing and fixing was such a chore...still is haix.

was throwing MANY things out! 2 big bags, more to come..

pray for a dreamless night!

2010-03-04T19:06:00.002+08:00

this is bad... for the past two days my sleep have been interrupted by disturbing dreams..
that ends up having me to wake up with wet eyes and pillow.
they both involve polices?! one was neighbourhood police another was traffic police.DAMN!
how.... i dun want sleepless nights. coz having my sleeping habits like a pig, i need 12 hours sleep!:(

bought a book yesterday. i want that book that talks about a child suffering from Asperger's and thought to be a murderer of his tutor... while the mum battles to believe her child who lives in a world of his own...yes im a book reader of sad stories...!

tml going to sign bond le! finally~! wells a two years slogging for them after that... and i wanna go the auzzie school's open house and find for future prospects!:D eh going overseas to study shld be a very good opportunity that i dun wanna miss out! haha

gtg byes~!

CNY is over!

2010-03-01T16:51:00.003+08:00

on saturday, went over to jx house for bai nian! before going over met martin first... he made me warm the chair for 30mins! stupid uncle! i steal your newspaper then you know! so we were on the train talking, when the next stop came in a boy/man well teenager who sat down on the floor without hesitating. i was like okay... coz everyone around him including us was standing! that's not my point... he started asking us 'does this train go to bishan' so i was like sure. and 'how many stops?' i couldnt be bothered to count and ignored him while martin entertained him for awhile... however you know, we've got a conversation to continue and that teenager keeps interrupting us.. we got irritated and i, yes me, im the bad person who just turns away and move for a sit two doors away! martin was funny to say 'better sees if he got alight at bishan, if not he stalk me how?!' OMG! martin is damn hilarious. who wants to stalk an old man! haha
when we reached yishun, darling jx was still at amk's kfc eating with her cuzzie and i was hungry. i didnt eat and it was like 3pm like that... so we made our way to xin wang for lunch... half the time i was the one eating as he said he ate chicken rice and was full. so i was just planning to order friend dumpling,siew mai and a drink, and he wanted to order har gao and drink, but was out of order and he order another kind of fried dumpling... and he said you're gonna eat all... o.o shock face i was only able to stomach like that two dishes but wells i managed to finish them slowly... thats when jx came!:) made our way to her house as uncle martin was making noise that the yu sheng will be turning bad soon... YES! A YOUNG BUNCH OF KIDS HAVING YU SHENG?! martin's idea... but well it wasn't a bad idea afterall when you had to eat his cooking! he made a dish of fried mince meat which was sooo full of vinegar, the girls all wanted to faint. but the guys said it was ok-_-'' so i saved it by adding egg together all hail to eggs! HAHA then nuggets was the best. i left the steamboat pot to martin, as i was tired to cook already... JX WE GO YOUR HOUSE SUFFER!:( HAHAHAHAH was ok la.. just too much soup, plus i was a little mad when i knew he took the tofu and 'sui' into the soup! then why shld i have cut them nicely at first?! luckily his head was saved when we still could find pieces of it hahaha. ohoh SHEENA PANG SEH US! COZ WEIJIAN NEVER COME IZZIT?! PRIYA ALSO! so sad they didn't come haix.. after dinner we went for movie.. martin went home,jx's girlfriends went jamming at ser ting's house... so left me,jx, bryan and jie wei. OHOH! georgie JING DIAN STORY!! jx's friend is Alim's nephew! omg! hahaha i fill you in when i see you ok?!
so the movie we watched was valentine's day.. nice but abit complicated la... but manage to catch who is who... jx and bryan slept in the movie... waste money la! hahaha after that cabbed back.. they sent me home before going back to yishun...THANK YOU! next time when i drive then i can send your home ok? wait ah... slowly wait=X

ps. i dislike those indians on the train. should have used my heels and step on them! tsk!

have you done the laundry?!

2010-02-26T14:55:00.003+08:00

exams are done! i can slack like it!

andand CLEAN UP MY ROOM! JUNKMESS!

also going for outings... one tml go JX house bai nian then go watch movie... no sheena i will not watch your bollywood movie! change for another one;)

most importantly, MY SLEEP REPLACEMENT! i know it cant be replaced but try staying up for 3 consecutive nights, i'll start hallucinating before i know it! eh i tot someone was at my glass door that day, sort of a shadow i saw... but no one=X see what i mean?!

nights in the broaddaylight people... i'll wake up by tml 10am!

words of stupidity

2010-02-22T12:02:00.004+08:00

Please let me vent my anger on how disgusted i am with myself!

WHY THE HELL DID I GO PUT DRY HEATING FOR AUTOCLAVING! damn it...

WHY THE HELL I STUDIED EVERY SINGLE SHIT ABOUT IMMUNE SYSTEM BUT NOT AUTOIMMUNITY[AIDS TOPIC] which makes a confirm 2marks out of 20marks for that mcq question...

WHY THE HELL I PUT X-RAYS WHEN MY GUT FEELING TELLS ME IT IS UV-RAYS!

WHY THE HELL I PUT ROUNDWORMS AS THE OPTION... OMG~!

and many others things that by naming it i'll be wasting my time to study A.N.

GOD! please give me wisdom for the next few important days... let carelessness not be in my dictionary or actions... let me have smart crapped out answer that will at least gain minimal points to pass!! pray that i do well for the next 3 papers as i know bioscience sub paper is waving for me to go at it... :(

there goes the mood or freedom for retail therapy after friday~! i need peace with my brain, limbs, gut feelings and eyes! we shall all be bff please~~!

i want ang bao!! :)

2010-02-13T21:16:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CNY'2010
HAPPY V.DAY
Wishing everyone a prosperous year ahead:) and those who have their other half to celebrate valentine, rmb to prepare a little something special for one another and stay sweet! those who are still single, do a little something special for people around you! who knows it is their first time getting a v.day pressie! just like sheena,wj,sy...! hahaha!
im shocked that it's their first time getting v.day pressie=X i tot all sec school will be giving all around during our time... but ohwells! glad that im their first valentine pressie giver... MUST RMB ME FOR LIFE OK?! hahahhaha anyway sheena,jx,priya and wj... gave me a book in return! with photo inside! so sweet! i also enjoyed this valentine! wheeees! WHO SAYS YOU NEED A BOYFRIEND TO BE HAPPY?! hahahaha! a bunch of friends are good to have too!
ok... back to more mugging before enjoying the new year!

TI-SU! i need tissue!

2010-02-09T20:16:00.007+08:00

A NIGHT ON BROADWAY

finally back to update about MY life!

something that i have been committing months of practice to...

staying in school till late nights...

omg, it's all over soon! mixed feelings... such a relieve that all this are over.butbut im gonna miss those time spent with all the dancers,bsc,saos... memorable experience!

now i shall let the photos all do the talking!!

SOPHIA LOW.... made me do this to fit my costume! hahaha

this are all the DCians who i hv been spending my months training with...

thankyou everyone who have been patient to teach and train me with those dance steps :)

fellow supporters for second night!

Sophia and Ed... Munirah and Shiying!

thank you for coming, very much appreciated!

and this MR KYS... not my supporter group! hahahahaha he came to support desiree but in the end, he met sophia and ed... thus he came to find me too. hahaha

MRS J. LOH! ex-sac principal... she resigned due to cancer... but look at her now, she's such a strong fighter i must say.

Ms Chua, a ex-staff of sac already... she is one of the teacher who watch us all grow up too:) everytime remembering me as the st.john girl... hahahahaha!

PSPS. they were all invited by ms ong... and there was tan sio leng and pony who? er... dunno pony well at all.. and i kinda detest TSL... thus no photos people!

Look at this pretty princess! Edelwise's princess! she is very shy, so cute!

DECLARATION...! I AM SO NOT A PAEDOPHILE! tsk.

haha MY LOAN CHARACTER SHOES BUDDIES!.. the pair of shoes are always so busy through the musical!

first it will go to Sharon for footloose item, then back to me for gimme x3, handover to Connie for hot lunch jam... and back to me for fame! SUCH BUSY SHOES RIGHT?! haha

Clarence! knew him before musical already through clare...

funny,tall guy! hahaha!

Fadzley, one of the singer! best singer among the guys...oppps! no offence.

Xian Siang from ballroom! i like his moves.. very clean!

Evelyn from foreign bodies nice girl!:D hahahaha

Joshua another singer, sometimes singing too loud! but his singing improved:D haha also another tall guy... or am i just short?

Ee ting and kenneth from Stagearts! very nice people who like to joke! friendly la! hahahaha

Weilin from ballroom pretty girl who danced for beauty and the beast!

Tiffany from ttm a.k.a dresser. she once was in DC too... but left in the end... quite ke xi.. but she's still as cute a ever:D

Anselm the alumni who will always be crapping behind with anre after fame...

Azri from ballroom very clean movements too! funny also, always disturbing people! hahaha!
I LIKE THIS PHOTO VERY MUCH,IF NOT FOR MY SLIPPERED FEET=X

Cheryl from ballroom the girl who is also in nursing which we have never met one another before until we got to know through musical! HAHAH i look very 'se' here... but i dun care! wheeees~

yupppps! all the friends that i have made... there are much more... in fact the whole musical peeps la... really enjoyed the process.. can we have another round?! HAHAHA why not let us have a gathering?! problem is... who will organise? haix... WE ARE ALL HAVING PMS [post musical syndrome]! No matter how much we complaint about it... at the end of the day, we all enjoyed ourselves to the max! THANK YOU MUSICAL 2010!

just a few more steps... make sure no jelly legs!

2010-02-01T12:08:00.003+08:00

time check.... 43mins more to dance again.
tired... my back has been aching and pain at times for dunno God knows how long. haix...
did i over strain it? hope not... i dun wanna be a walking old lady at the age of 19 only! TSK...!

anyway yesterday went over to cousin's ROM. finally they are registered:) they have been together for very long! so bliss! andand GRACE if you see this... ah seng's wedding dinner will be on 15 sept! keep yourself free! i feel so lonely without you yesterday! and so... cousin are all getting older getting married... haha so lovely to see everyone growing up... oh and i confirmed that jia xian? his gf is a malay yo. haha racial harmony family woohoo!

SAT had full dress rehearsal... but w/o makeups and all... was a little hectic enough... hope when the rest of the things starts to come in tml, we dun SHOU MANG JIAO LUAN. haha and im damn glad we all wore our jazz pants under the costume... safety pants werent here yet... thus we folded our jazz pants... when we started dancing everything can be seen thank god for safety pants! HAHA anyway im scared,nervous and excited... my first every dance performance.. am i able to pull the whole thing off...? will i remember my steps well and perform it out? many things... having pre-musical jitters... AHHHHHH! no one can save me... i have to ke fu all these with the remaining FIVE DAYS!. omg.....!

yay! daddy and mummy are coming on the first day to support! hahahaha not forgetting sophia,ed,sy and munirah for the second! hehe

im done blogging!

count...1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 days left!

2010-01-29T02:35:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MU QIN!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY FLORENCE!

BCLS cleared! presentations all cleared too!
wells though they did not meet up to the highest expectation but i believed i have put in my 101%:) that is more than enough!

soso...today reached school at 8am, bought my breakfast,help claire tap card, went outside lab... was all ready to eat a hearty breakfast and give morale support to whoever will be going in for assessment before me... when huibing came and bella asked us if we wanted to practice? WHO DON'T WANT TO PRACTICE! so we went in practice until alan came to guide us etc. and he went like are your ready for your assessment now? time check:8.15am! OMG... from 9am schedule till 8.15am! so we gave our best for it... and PASSED! yipppes! ohoh... while waiting for my turn for infant... i had a very itchy hand and played with the cupboard.. and tadah i got a got on my littlest finger! tsk... never try to be an itchy hand again! so after that had our dry runs, last confirms, going through contents, pasting, drawing things... and presentation! HENG, TANG DIDN'T ASK ME A VERY HARD QUESTION. butbut her last qns posted was so freaking not understandable... tsk.. hope ain didn't lose mark because of that...=X after that was lectures and all.. then went over AMK to go find something with georgie, we were like rushing coz i was supposed to meet bro at cityhall at 6.30pm... in the end at 7pm he was only at our house mrt! damn irritated with him... nevermind, went penninsula to get some new year clothes...
bought 3 shirts [a red, a yellow and a black], one grey oversized hoodie and a pair of jeans... hmmms thinking of getting a romper from hypothes[is that how you spell?] have been wanting to get one! but i need to try out... maybe i look weird in it?! HAHA! need to get more some shorts, skirts, footwear, wallet and most of all a new school bag..! my wallet and school bag are seriously shedding it's skin like crap. saw one wallet online... can consider! HAHAHA im so not done shopping! yes people fyi, new year is the only time i buy most of my clothes... other than that i do not really buy unless i need it, dying for it or feeling damn rich[which hardly comes by] haha

I WANT TO GO SHOPPING TOMORROW,NO I MEAN LATER after school.... and hopefully sunday? butbut im supposed to catch up on studies! OHGOSH.. God give me more time will you?

nights people:)

yet another year older.

2010-01-26T00:38:00.003+08:00

fast update...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ESTHER TAY!

anyway i wanna thank everyone who remembered my birthday. sending all the well wishes through sms,facebook,msn and pressies! THANK YOU! i love you all! Made my day special! ohoh daddy bought me a new lappie [of course, i have to pay him back once i get bonded. SO PRAY HARD FOR ME!]

omg, i need to go through where i need to run for fame! i need to stop banging/obstructing people's way! and personally felt that gimme,gimme today was muchmuch more better! esp energy wise.. keep it up everyone, let's work harder!

ok... back to working on dairy report. i better get it done!

A night on broadway in 12days!

2010-01-23T22:48:00.002+08:00

hey,im back!
yesyes, everytime you come to my blog is wth why are you not updating....?!
OK. so here i am! hahahah

have been very busy, NYP is now my second home... im like in there from 8am-10.30pm also got. i just felt like camping in school when next day lessons is at 8am la! ohwells.

today woke up late.. 7.30am..! then rushed to school by 9.30am for BCLS lab practice... rather frustrating... esp when you cant get the perfect graph you want... compress 4-5cm,release FULLY, 400-600mls of air not to hard if not it goes to abdomen, 2 secs interval only for ventilation, 6 secs interval from one cycle to the next, no wrong spot, no more then 30 compression errors, most of all completing it in 130secs=2mins! it's been long i trained till doing all in 2mins... i used to be able to do it very well.. due to insufficient constant training haix... i deproved:( nevermind work harder! one more last prac. on monday!!!! SO after that left at 11am to meet MQ for lunch, and our birthday celebration! WHEEES then went back to school,yes AGAIN! for dance practice... today anre trained us from 2-4pm for basics of jazz. the sharpness.. the energy... we did hand movements, it seems easy to do.. butbut! INVOLVE your back muscles and do not rebound the move... also had kicks,chaines[my world was spinning after that, but at least i manage to spot well hope i dun forget and apply it into gimme,gimme=X] that was about it... 4-7pm was practice at auditorium... yuppps... then mummy came to fetch me,so sweet! hahaha!

friday, wells had another day of school... then had runnings for physical fitness.. seriously, i damn scared i faint la... have not been having adequate rest... plus the scorching sun at 2pm... omg! so i didn't really exert myself too much... because... 7-10pm had dance practice... honestly after so many combine rehearsal, yesterday's had the most 'feel' :) manage to catch the video today... quite omg at some part... need to improve!! WORK HARDER!

ah... i shall not go back anymore... school and dance was part of my days!
sunday tml, CATCHING UP on study time and sleep time... so am i gonna study in my sleep?! HAHAH ahya... can la... time management and discipline! got no more time to play already.

exams are coming in 25days...
musical in 12days...
holidays are only up for 3weeks after exams end...
WHYOHWHY? MUST ATTACHMENT COME?

ohoh...talking about that... i just remembered... i went for interview for scholarship on thursday... pray for me people, hope i can get it...coz that day was really shit day... i didn't have a very good day... shall not harp on it... if not it will make me bad mood.

I can't find my phone,can i borrow your phone? [you two are retarded!]

2010-01-18T22:31:00.004+08:00

Let me show you something exciting?!

19 January 2010 [Tuesday]

5pm - 10pm:Combined Rehearsal

20 January 2010 [Wednesday]
1pm - 3pm: DC

7pm - 8pm: Footloose & Fame