like i've said..
things are never gonna be the same..
i've apologised..
i've tried to make things go back...
but it seems tt.......
tt person is unwilling..
so wats the use holding on..
perhaps letting go will be the best for all of us...
i shall be left alone..
i wont mind..
i dun wanna burden you...
if you wanna be wid them...juz go...
i wont hold it against you
coz afterall my true quiet side have realli appeared..
be like when i was young..
i self-entertain...
wont tt be the best solution..
i wont hurt myself or anyone so much..
everytime we're hanging out as a group..
i feel...extra...
coz i onli talk to you now...
it juz makes me wanna cry..
but i noe i cant..
like wat you've have said..
i cant show the weak side of me...
so i'll hold back my tears and stand up strong..
i will be a strong kid..
that lives everyday with a wide smile..
that will be the next of me..
a pretence...
i wouldnt have to do this before....
but now... tis pretence is needed to cover my hurt...
to cover everyone's sorrows..
memories... and misunderstandings..
guess its over...
they are never interested to patch the friendship back again..
then i shall too... not be interested...

LETS ALL PRETEND......