Christmas is coming in 12 days!
so fast, the year is gone...

wells any christmas wishes, people out there?
i do! hahah I WANT LOTS OF MONEY!! hahaha im money face:D
probably i only have one wish this year.
but i doubt it'll come true haha dun ask, coz you'll never know my secret inner desires! wahahahahah macbeth lorx.

anyway past one week at IMH was let's say good and bad exp. la
let's put aside the bad ones... and talk about the good ones!:D
wells, being able to interact with mentally ill patients is really something new.
You need to know how to deal with them at times, esp your words, once it's a little wrong they may have a little act up be it immediate or progressing one. There are things which can be asked while somethings can't be. It's so amazing that when you asked them if they are aware where they are, they can tell you straight. Some can tell you direct i have mental illness, but some do deny. Some talk soooo relevantly at the beginning, however, slowly getting a little grandieur effect. Really do keep you entertained somehow. Of course there are a few with behavioural problems that needs to be trained up. For example, making them sit up or keep quiet before they get their rewards. It's not that we are trying to be mean or what. but it's part of teaching them what is socially right and all. People may not seem to understand sometimes. So far, i really like the exp. there.. something i'll never get unless i plan to further into psychiatric nursing.

but i doubt so la, i'll prefer all the little ones. NOT anywhere older than toddlers. will be better to prevent me from working in a paeds setting, i'll prefer O&G:D:D i think that seeing births is really touching, these babies are really gifts from God. However, if im really going to do midwifery i must be mentally prepared to see abortions... Unwanted pregnancies etc. that's the challenging part. Im very scared of seeing abortion, just by mentioning the process can make me tear not mentioning about seeing/assisting the process. boooo!

ohoh! my neighbour's back from aussie!
ethan and jazzel are so big now!:D
one 6 and one 5..
omg, just some time ago they were just little babies, running to their gate seeing who's walking past. and yes, it's normally my family members. and we'll play with them and all.
now the current door keeper is ezane wahahaha
my neighbour has many door keepers, i swear!
since i was young there was like isabel then came along her sister lynette..
soon another neighbour came, mr. and mrs tan... they had brandon
after that was ethan then jazzel..
now ezane... haha they are all younger then me!:( that shows im old.
wells, but so far the cutest baby is ezane! hahahahha
my dad taught her how to point at herself so when he goes 'where's the naughty girl?' she point at herself. wahahahahaha! she's only 2... the only baby my dad will stop to play with and give things too. see her charm now?! hahahahahaha

ok, i need to go get things done.
//somthings are better left unsaid, so it doesn't spoil the relationships.
``being able to experience life matters, makes you wanna treasure life even more.